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Chapter 13: Trust me I understand

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           "Quit gawking and run!!!" I yell jumping off the table and into the nearest hiding spot, which happens to be under the bed once again.
            "Nooo!!!" The Bergen yells in what seems like a massive panic as she rushes to try and catch the other trolls.
            "chief is gonna be so mad!!!" I see her start to tear up again as she tries to plead with us.
             In a way, it breaks my heart, but it has to be a trick right? "Stop!!!" Everyone freezes in their spots, like literally it's getting all red light green light up in here (Ohhh the childhood memories lol).
             I turn to see where the yell came from, and noticed surprisingly it came from Poppy, and damn was I impressed. I must be rubbing off on her....shit...one of me is bad enough. She points a accusing finger toward the pink haired Bergen named Bridgett,"your in love with king Bristol!" Poppy declares.
            What...I look around and I don't know how I didn't notice before, probably cause I was caught up in whatever had come over me a little while ago.The room was covered and I mean like crazy fangirl covered with posters of the king we saw eat the Pervy looking troll....damn I need to self pity less, and focus on my surroundings more, even poppy caught a hold of that.
I glance back at Bridgett and she looks almost heart broken at the mention of the kings name. She quickly changes face, but not fast enough to hide it from  me. She says,"n-no i am not!!!"
               Poppy pulls back a curtain in the room to reveal even more pictures of the king and the lovestruck Bergen ...only this time they make me wanna cringe. Bridgett jumps up in embarrassment and she rushes to close the curtain turning back to poppy, at this time I came out from under the bed.
                "T-that's not mine..."I chuckle to myself at the obvious lie.
                 The Bergen sighs in defeat, before sitting down and taking a sudden interest in her feet.
I don't know why but I think I know where this is going."what's the point...it's not like he even knows I'm alive..."
                 At those words, I instantly look at Branch, almost like it was instinct in that situation. He sometime during the chaos made his way to poppys side... I sigh.
                  For a moment I think I notice poppy glance at me too, with a worried look before smiling back at Bridgett."come on why wouldn't he notice you! Plus who knows maybe he's been waiting for you to speak with him!" Poppy encourages.
                   I look away from the scene."as if!!!I mean look at him!!" I hear a shuffle of noise and a ripping sound. I take a guess that she took a picture of him off the wall.
                    "H-he's perfect...and I'm soo...not" the troll says.
                    "Everyone has their good qualities !!!" Poppy tries and for a second I roll my eyes, I got use to her during this trip, but she really don't know what she was talking about.
              She is a girl that gets what she wants...she is the definition of perfection. Like she's the star and People like us are the water-girls in comparison.
                     "He deserves more..." she says sadly.
                      "I mean look at this hair...this ugly dress...plus I get nervous just being around him..." Bridgett says and my heart feels like it stops.
                       "Hey poppy...let me talk to her..." I say turning back to look at them.
                        Poppy nods and gives a smile, before dragging branch and the other trolls away far enough so they can't hear. I slowly make my way towards Bridgett, and hop on up to the seat next to her,"..." we sat in awkward silence for a moment as I tried to think how to word this. Comforting others is not my strong suit, hell I can't even help myself. Plus, I never really know how to word things, so that they make sense to others
                     I take a deep breath before I just open my mouth and let its speak what it wants, " Trust me...I understand... what it's like to not feel enough for the person u care for..." I fight the urge to glance at branch again, if I did he would know he was being brought up and question me later for it.
                      "But if you don't take that chance...nothing will happen and it will be a continuous cycle of endless suffering and despair." I put a hand on her arm.
                      "And one day he might find someone else, then you'll be left in the dust wondering what could have been...that's what happened to me..." I smile slightly at her.
                       "Your an amazing girl Bridgett, you work hard, your nice, and a pretty damn good looking girl too." I mean it too compared to other Bergen's she's top notch.
                        "So trust me when I say if he rejects you it's his loss...but you still gotta take that chance... it may work out it may not, but at least then you won't end up like me, a photo from the past..." I say and she looks at me in shock.
                         "And who knows maybe he is your happy ending, you might get married, have kids, grow old together and so forth" I roll my eyes at the normal hope of girls," but you won't know unless you go for it!"
                         "you see, the feeling you get with him that's an amazing feelings isn't it" she nods back slightly.
"That's because whatever that feeling he gives you is, it makes you happy, it's the same feeling that makes you trip over yourself when ever he is as much as in the same room as you and..." I pause for a moment.
                          "...have you wondered why that one troll and I aren't the same as the others...how we are more darkened?" I ask.
                    "I have, just didn't want to say anything..." she nervously plays with her fingers.
                   "It is because...something happened that took our happiness away...and to be honest I highly doubt I will ever get that happiness back...but around a certain someone...let's just say it's like Bristol for you. I lost my chance at a happy ending  and...it's my fault cause I didn't take the chance. Now I'm the girl who let him get away . I don't want you to end up like that Bridgett, because unlike me you have a chance!"
               I give her a encouraging look, "You can't keep being afraid...if You keep hiding in darkness it can only get darker...so You need to start heading towards your light. No matter what it may be or what obstacle  you might face. You won't reach it sitting like a potato...let go of the darkness and go towards his light and If you do and you show him who you are...i swear it will work out." I say and smile.
                    "Y-you really think I have a chance..?" She asks and I nod.
                     "Yea I really do...and if something goes wrong...I will make you a deal. We will leave all this behind..leave this hell in the past...and go find your happy ending together." She hugs me as I finish that statement.
                      "You aren't really good at  talking are you?"she asks chuckling a bit.
                       I struggle in her hold a little bit, I may of hugged poppy earlier but they are still my kryptonite!!!"I am not...but hey I tried!!."
                      She chuckles," I think I understand what you mean..."
                       "And you should be giving yourself the same advice" she smiles letting me go.
                       "I wanna help you with your happy ending too!!"She cheers silently, but she don't understand quite all my situation...there are plenty of reasons I can't have a happy ending, too many issues involved, but I shrug it off and give her the benefit of the doubt.
                         "I'll think about it...now come on let's go see what little miss sunshine is planning" I tease moving as fast as I can before we get into more talking about the subject.
                         "Thanks...really nice to know someone has my back and knows what I am going through...I don't care if we just met...your good" I chuckle at that last part.
                         "Same to you guess not all Bergen's are bad..." I shrug.

Authors note: that was bad I mean like really but I promise to go back and edit it later I know what I wanna do but I'm having trouble wording it...plus it's like 10:30 and I got no sleep the night before planning this and finals are coming up...it's a mess but thanks for being patient with me and I swear tomorrow I'll come back and fix it. I am very grateful for your guys support so far and I owe so much to you I mean it. Welp I hope to continue this journey together have a wonderful day!!!

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