Afraid of Loving // hvc + bsk

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"Guys, I think I love him." 

As soon as he said that, Jeonghan and Minghao snapped their necks to look at Seungkwan with wide eyes. Jeonghan grabbed Seungkwan's wrist and dragged him out of Minghao's house with Minghao following and the other three boys watching, confused. 

Once Jeonghan dragged Seungkwan and Minghao outside and down the street so there was no way possible the other boys could hear, he finally looked Seungkwan in the eyes.

"Seungkwan, this is big." Jeonghan said, still shocked.

"Yeah, like mega, mega big." Minghao agreed.

"You think I don't know this?" Seungkwan whispered yelled. Seungkwan sat on the curb and put his head in his hands. 

"I don't know what to do." He continued. 

"Seungkwan, you can't run from love. I know you hate to admit, but you love a lot of people." Jeonghan said.

"You love your friends, your siblings, your parents. You probably even love that Starbucks worker that gives you a cup of extra whipped cream. Seungkwan, you love Hansol." Jeonghan finished. 

"Seungkwan, you have to take chances. Death is a part of life, and your parents messed up." Jeonghan assured. Seungkwan stood up,

"What if I'm not in love with him? Jeonghan, what does it feel like with Seungcheol?" Seungkwan asked.

"Well, when I'm with him I feel happy. The happiest I've ever felt, and no matter how many times I'm with him, that feeling doesn't go away. He looks at me like I'm the only thing he needs. To me, he is the only thing I need." Jeonghan stated, smiling. 

"When I'm with Jun, I feel the same way. When I'm sad, he picks me up. When I'm mad, he calms me down. He makes me happy." Minghao joined in. 

"Uh, then I definitely am in love with Hansol." Seungkwan stated matter of factly.  The three smiled brightly and hugged, then they walked back to Minghao's house. When they opened the door, the triplets and the three other boys, ran to the three that just walked in with smiles on their faces. 

"W-what's wrong with them?" Seungcheol asked Junhui and Hansol. 

"Seungcheol, Junhui, Hana, Sejun, Jihun. Let's go into the living room." Jeonghan said, leading the boys into the living room, with Minghao of course. Leaving just Hansol and Seungkwan.

"Can we talk, Hansol?" Seungkwan asked pulling Hansol out the door, not waiting for an answer. They both stood in front of the door, looking into each other's eyes. Seungkwan still with a sugary sweet smile, while Hansol was just happy to be with Seungkwan, so he smiled too.

"Hansol, I love you." Seungkwan stated, still smiling. Hansol was taken aback. 

"I-I, y-you?" Hansol couldn't even get out a sentence. Seungkwan started to worry, thinking Hansol doesn't love him back, he looked at their shoes. Hansol placed a finger under Seungkwan's chin, making him look up again.

"I love you too, Seungkwan." After he said that, he leaned down and placed a kiss on Seungkwan's lips. Seungkwan looped his arms around Hansol's neck, letting his hands linger in Hansol's hair while Hansol let his hands rest on Seungkwan's waist.

When they pulled apart, they both smiled and took in each other's presence. Suddenly they both heard a tiny squeal. They looked to the side to see Minghao's door was wide open and everyone was watching them. Both boys blushed and let go of each other, but still held hands. 

"H-how long were you there?" Seungkwan asked.

"Just long enough to see you kiss, Kwannie." Hana said, giggling. The triplets jumped onto Hansol and Seungkwan, making a group hug. After hours of conversing with each other, the triplets got hungry, so Hansol took Seungkwan and the triplets to get food, and then head home to his house. 

Finally the eventful day came to an end. The triplets were sleeping in the nursery, Hansol's mom and dad were asleep in their room, and Hansol and Seungkwan were laying in Hansol's bed, taking in each other's scents. 

"Seungkwan, you have no clue how much you make me happy." Hansol suddenly said. Seungkwan kissed him,

"Your face is good." Seungkwan said back while Hansol giggled.

"I don't know what that means." 

"Me neither."

"I love you Seungkwan. Be my boyfriend." Hansol said, caressing Seungkwan's face. 

"What else would I be?" Seungkwan asked, which made Hansol smile at how cute he his.

"I love you too, Hansol." 

Finally they both fell asleep in each other's arms. Seungkwan was ready for whatever came next in their relationship. He faced his fear of loving, he can do anything now.