Before It All Started |Completed

                         ~Nina's POV~
Flashback
"Ma I'm going to be fine" I say talking to my mom on the phone. "Madré I promise I still have Liz with me" I continue. "Well damn she forgot about me already and it's only been like 5 hours" Liz says laughing "Mom were going to be fine" Liz says grabbing my phone out my hand she hangs and looks at me with one of most serious faces yet "What that's her overprotective ass" I says giggling. "I think skyler is on her way here " Liz tells me. I sit on the couch turning on the tv when We hear a knock on the door. Liz is always worried no matter where she at so her over dramatic ass ran to go get a knife then ask who is it. There was no answer only another knock but in the back of my mind I knew exactly who it was it was Skyler trying to scare Elizabeth. Once I open the door Me & Skyler burst out into laughter. "That is funny fucking dickheads" Liz says annoyed. "Girl you should've see her face when you knocked" I tell Skyler

I was snapped out of my thoughts as I prepare for my moms funeral. Me and Elizabeth wasn't expecting her to die right when we decide to leave and go on a small Vacation with Skyler
"You ready Nina" Elizabeth ask. I wipe my tears from my face know more was going to cry but I push them back. "Yea here I come" I say know it was a lie I can't never let my little sister see me cry I wanted her to know we both got to be strong enough for each other especially going through this time right here I really can't let her see me cry. I see Skyler coming in the bathroom behind me and shutting the door rubbing my back "You ok?" she asks. As soon as she ask that it felt like my heart fell and couldn't be replaced every again. I turn getting pulled into a hug and I break down crying on her shoulder "It's ok" she says rubbing my back she pulls me up looking me in the eyes "Your mother needs you be strong not only for you but for Elizabeth also your now the only person Elizabeth has" as she says that I wipe my tears away realizing if I feel like this wondering how Elizabeth would feel "I know"

Skyler's outfit

Elizabeth's Outfit

Nina's Outift

As everybody goes to say there memories of my Mom. The pastor calls Me & Skyler up to say our memories they didn't call Elizabeth because she was too devastated and didnt want her to be even more devastated "Ms.Rains was the best Second mom a person can ask for she was there at my birth she was there when my mom needed help she was and always will be not only my mentor & my advice giver but my roll model" Skyler says before stepping back holding in her tears "Let's see things about my mom" I says and the crowd laughs "Umm she was always Overprotective and loving she was always my roll model and I will always love her and I thank her for everything she has did not only for me but for Elizabeth and Skyler for giving me my great personality and more she always told me 'don't reach for the stars if there are footsteps on the moon' and that's exactly what did I have a huge legacy to live up to and Mommy I hope your having a great time up there" I say the last part with my voice cracking a bit "I love you mommy and I promise I will help with Liz" I say before crying. As we started making our way outside to go to the burial grounds I notice two faces and my mom had already wanted them to come to her funeral Steelo & Erik. I was wrapped in a tight hug by Skyler My grandmother & Elizabeth. Me , Elizabeth, & Skyler gets in the car after the put my mom casket in the Hearse and drives off the the burial ground.

They bury my mom and everybody heads to the repast. As Me, Elizabeth, Skyler, My Grandmother, and My Aunt sits down everybody come over and says there sorry for your lost as everybody came over and was saying that I was over. I had cried all I can cry I have heard enough those fucking words the worst fucking 4 words people kept telling I go out for some air and see Erik, Steelo & a few more of Erik's friends I don't pay them any mind and keep walking towards my car "Damn" one of Erik friends says and Erik looks at him very serious. "Here we go" Steelo mumbles "Why you gotta say it like that her fucking mother just died and you looking at her ass" Erik snaps and he friend apologizes very fast. I look at the cars going by in the near road wondering if it would make the pain go away The Pain, The Worries, My life when I hear Skyler run out looking for me she walks over to Steelo and then asking where I was "By her car" they say looking over at my seeing how I was looking at the road and walking closer I hear Skyler run over to me fast and grab me before my foot could hit the road "Nina that's not the way to do it" she says Holding her tears back seeing how hurt I looked as I look over there was Erik, Steelo, and more of his friends when I finally see Elizabeth come running out "What happened" she asked. I didn't want her seeing my like this so I quickly lie "Nothing I was just getting some air it's a little stuffy in there" Skyler was still looking at me in shocked and so was Erik and Them. "Ok Mama wanted you back in there but I will tell her your getting some air" she says walking back to into the building I turn back to Skyler to see. Tears leaving her face "Skyler please I don't have time for the lecture your about to give me" I say and she just looks at me the way the rest of them was looking at me "If you not I am" Erik blurts out "I don't have time for your either Erik please just let me.... I need some air MY MOTHER JUST FUCKING DIED AND I COULDVE PREVENT IT BY JUST STAYING HOME WITH HER AND JUST LET ELIZABETH GO ON THAT FUCKING TRIP" I snap and Skyler just pulls me back into a hug. I wipe my tears of my face one more time and finally put on the fakest smile I could ever put on "I'm fine I promise I'm fine" I say lying straight through my teeth