Keep Forgetting / E.D (Book 1)

Ethan's POV

Y/n stood up yelling "ETHAN NO" I look at it then back up at her with my eyes watering. She shook her head and started crying. "ETHAN IM SORRY" I let some of the tears come down "When did you take this..." She wiped her face and said "... I-I took some this morning. Before you had came in..." I shook my head and threw it down and walked out. She lied, she lied so bad...

Y/n POV

Ethan stormed out and I started crying "FUCK" I screamed and stomped. I stood there crying and Grayson came and hugged me. "I DON'T WANT A FUCKING BABY IF IT'S GONNA RUIN MY LIFE" I screamed again. 

Ethan's POV

I went into my room and just stayed there for the longest time. I'm not saying I don't want a kid. I'm just saying it hurts, she lied... she lied. When she lied I got broken then I found out that what I got my hopes up about was true. I'm confused and hurt, I don't want to be around anyone for a while, you know, I just need space.

An hour later

"Ethan..." I heard someone say from my door. I got up and saw y/n, I sighed and walked past her. I need a little space, I'm not breaking up with her I just need some time to process. I went to the kitchen and got something to eat. I look up and saw y/n going to her room with her head down. I felt bad maybe she had the wrong idea, Idk. I sat on the couch and grabbed my computer. I was just on Youtube looking at some of the comments on our videos. I don't know what I'm gonna do, fans always thought of me and y/n as friends. They wouldn't expect us to be together, or having a kid. I ran upstairs and grabbed a camera and went outside cutting on the light. I sat the camera on the stand and grabbed a chair. I turned and the camera and sat down. 

"Hey, guys... I'm back. I'm sure you are confused wondering where Gray is. He is in the house, but it is just gonna be me today. No, we didn't get into a fight. No, nothing bad happened. But as you guys know we have had y/n in some of our videos. You guys always think of her as our friend and you have been super nice to her. I'm hoping that won't change  when I tell you but... me and y/n are dating. I know it's pretty shocking and you might not be happy that we lied about it.  I'm sorry for that, but there is also something else I need to tell you guys. I was pretty shook by it too. But I'm taking some time to process it. We all found out today. Me, Gray, and y/n but y/n took a pregnancy test and.. and she is pregnant. Look guys, I'm honest shocked too but you guys have to understand I'm in love with her. I need her in my life. Please just don't give her any hate, I love her and if you are a real fan you will understand. See you next Tuesday guys.... peace" 

I shut off the camera and went back in. I took the camera inside. I edited the video, I will post this tomorrow. I sighed and headed upstairs into my room. I need rest today was... something. 

The next day

I woke up and walked down stairs and posted the video. I was going to tell Gray but y/n stopped me. I tried walking by her. But she put her hand on my chest stopping me. I looked at her then looked down. "SO YOU JUST ARE GOING TO TALK TO ME BECAUSE YOU FOUND OUT"  I shook my head she yelled "YOU ARE THE WORSST PERSON I HAVE EVER MET I HATE YOU" She was about to walk away but I stopped her. "Y/n, I just need space..." She started gathering tears in her eyes. "are you.. BREAKING UP WITH ME BECAUSE IM PREGNANT YOU FUCKING PRICK" She punched me. I held my cheek and looked at her shocked "IM NOT BREAKING UP WITH YOU, I JUST NEED SOMETIME TO GET THIS TOGETHER DAMN" I yelled and she covered her mouth and said "Ethan im so sorry. She rubbed my cheek. I pulled her into a hug and said "A day was all I needed to know that I would go through anything with you and would love to have a baby with you..." She hugged me tightly and said "I love you Ethan." I closed my eyes and said "I love you too." 

Whats up i am at my grandma's she is sleep and I am on the couh freezing because she fell asleep in my room. I don't wanna sleep anywhere except my room. IM PICKY (This was a/n btw im typing on my phone and i didn't feel like switching the font) 😙