TutorChat.com wasn't only used for school, students were active on the website even in the middle of summer. They were most definitely not discussing the differences between physical and chemical changes.
GalacticMonkey: would you rather never wear shoes or always have to wear wet socks?
JackInABox245: probably wet cocks.
JackInABox245: SOCKS* id probably say wet socks.
XMarksTheSpot: lol GAY
RapMonster: anyways... I'd choose no shoes.
SugaSweet: same
JinAndTequila: okay... would you rather date a girl and find out she was your cousin or kiss a guy.
SugaSweet: id kiss a guy
GalacticMonkey: ^gay
RapMonster: tbh id rather kiss a guy
XMarksTheSpot: lol double gay^^
JinAndTequila: calm your hormones, id rather kiss my cousin.
JackInABox245: same
SugaSweet: would you rather... fall in a pit on spiders or snakes?
JinAndTequila: both are fucking disgusting
GalacticMonkey: ^pussy^
GalacticMonkey: id choose spider. Maybe I'll get bitten and turn into Spider-Man.
XMarksTheSpot: NERD ALERT!!! I'd choose snakes, they're cool
These conversations were common occurrences late at night, when everyone should be sleeping. He appreciated having friends but at the same time... their comments only made Yoongi more confused. They threw around the word gay like it was an insult. He couldn't help but feel insecure, with himself, with everyone around him. He didn't like these feelings at all. He was slowly spiralling into self hatred, a dangerous path that is hard to come back from.
.......
It was raining, not light showers either, it was pouring. Yoongi liked the rain but even he could admit this was a little much. He sat alone in his room, listening to music and trying to write some of his own. But the constant tapping of raindrops on his window kept distracting him. He gave up writing before anything good could come out. There was nothing to do in his house, they didn't have a tv, the internet was too slow to run Netflix, YouTube was an option but you can only watch so many vine compilations before it becomes sad. He wished his father wouldn't have taken the Xbox to his house.
Yoongi sat in his empty bed staring at the ceiling thinking as rain continued to pour down. Tomorrow was our anniversary... well fuck! Yoongi thinks to himself. There go his plans of breaking up before then. He could end things by text but that just didn't feel right.
"Why can't you just end it?" Yoongi said into the silence. The rain seemed to get harder as if it were trying to answer. Yoongi wished life weren't so complicated. He wished he could just... pause for a minute and consider all his options. He wished he could just take a break, from thinking, from doing, from everything. Yoongi got up off his twin bed and walked around his room. He needed a distraction, he needed something, anything. Just at this thought Yoongi's laptop made a noise. The same noise it made whenever he got a message on TutorChat.
He got a message from someone called JTheAnimeLover
JTheAnimeLover: hey Yoongi, it's Jeremy. Your friend Namjoon gave me your user.
SugaSweet: oh cool
JTheAnimeLover: I was wondering if you wanted to hangout, just us two this time?
Holy shit, he really wanted to spend time with me, alone.
SugaSweet: sure, which house is yours?
JTheAnimeLover: it's the one in the corner, red roof, grey brick, hard to miss
SugaSweet: okay, I'll be there in 5
JTheAnimeLover: see you then😉
What the fuck is that winky face, what did it mean? Yoongi didn't have time to dissect the message, he needed to get ready and go. He put on clean clothes and grabbed an umbrella. Just as he was about to leave his mother stops him.
"Where do you think you're going?" She asked. Yoongi slowly turned around with a fake smile plastered on his face.
"I'm visiting my friend Jeremy's house, he lives just down the street." Yoongi explained. Ever since his dad moved out, Yoongi's mom had been extra careful. She didn't want to lose another man in her life.
"Okay Suga, have fun. Be back for supper." She said as Yoongi walked out the door. Putting up his umbrella, waving at his mother.
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The Park Down the Street || Sope??
FanfictionSeven young boys grew up together and played in the park when they were young. Everything was changed when one of the oldest, Yoongi, had to move away. This story follows young Bangtan as they grow up together at the park down the street. (Unedite...
