RAMPAGE (August Alsina x Zendaya)

AUGUST POV
I looked down at Zendaya sleep against my shoulder. I just want her to let me help her, no matter how much she says she's okay I know she isn't. She needs professional help but I know she won't go see a doctor on her own. In all honesty I feel like I did this too her. I should've never let her get sucked into my lifestyle

I kissed her forehead and her eyes fluttered open "hey wake up we landing" she wrapped her arms around my torso "what's wrong?"

"Thanks for coming with me"

"Thank me by getting help Zen. Please" she shook her head no "there's nothing wrong with me"

"Do you honestly believe that?" I asked as I got up and grabbed both of our duffles. "Im not about to go let a doctor pick my brain"

"I wanna go talk to your father and brother"

She scoffed "why are you tryna force me into this and I'm glad they're visiting family in New York. We walked out the airport and got in a waiting uber. I grabbed her hand and looked in her eyes "Zendaya you need help"

"And you don't?"

"That's not the point. We know something is wrong with me. You in denial about that shit and it's gonna be when you crack badly that you realize that. I don't want it to get to that point"

She grabbed my face "aug please stop pushing this"

"Fine" I said as we pulled up to a house and got out "whose house"

"Mine"

"Why you gotta house in Cali? & Damn this a nice car" I said looking at the matte black g wagon in the driveway

"I like too come home from time to time and not be bothered with my father and brother"  she pulled a key out and unlocked the door

"So you pay mortgage here even tho you don't live here? You crazy" I laughed

"It a calming space for me" she shrugged

I dropped our bags "it's late I'm gonna go to sleep. You can pick any room you want" she went upstairs and I went up behind her finding a room. I put my bag down grabbed some clothes and went back down the hall to shower. When I got done showering I was walking back to my room when I heard loud crying. I opened the door to the room and Zendaya was curled up on the floor crying

"Baybeh girl what's wrong?? You gotta talk to me" I picked her up off the floor and laid her on her bed

"What's wrong with me Aug? Why am I like this?"

"Why are you like what?" I laid next to her and pushed her hair out her face "why doesn't anyone love me enough not to hurt me? Why am I so angry all the time? Why am I so violent" she cried into my chest

"Stop it. We gonna get you help"

"I don't need help August!" Her voice boomed "okay, okay shhhh go to sleep" I rubbed her back

When I woke up zendaya wasn't next to me and I got worried until I heard the water running from the bathroom in her room. I got up and knocked on the door "Zen you okay"

I heard something fumble before hearing her shakey voice "I'm okay, I'll be out in a second" I heard more fumbling "Zen what are you doing in there" I banged harder

She came out the bathroom fully dress. I looked her up and down and I just knew she was doing some shit she shouldn't have been doing "why tf you got on that thick ass hoodie? It's 105 outside. You tryna die" she shrugged and sat on the bed

"You wanna go get breakfast?" She asked me trying to change the subject

"Zendaya! Take the fucking hoodie off!!"