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I Don't Break Promises

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Ariana's POV:

It was the day, the day when Justin was going to donate bone marrow to grandpa, it was his only hope and I was so thankful to Justin. We had talked to the doctor and he'd said it wasn't that dangerous because Justin's report was normal, crystal clear and clean.

"I love you Justin" I said kissing him softly as they were about to roll him down to surgery room.

"I love you to baby" he said, his eyes letting out how he felt, terrified, scared, worried, nervous. I held his hand and looked into his eyes,

"its gonna be ok" I said

He nodded, letting me know he was gonna be brave for me. They took him down to the surgery room and I called Pattie letting her know they'd just taken him down. I breathed softly and walked into my grandpas room where Frankie, Nonna, and mama were. Frankie hugged me and I rested my head against his shoulder, my heart was hurting from being afraid for Justin. My mind was going through hell worrying about him. Finally the doctor entered the room with a nurse, the nurse hooked another bag to grandpas IV line.

"Justin is done, he went through it well, he should wake up in around an hour, less not more, you can sit with him, but after an hour, if he hasn't woken up please call me." The doctor said relieving me. I sighed kissing grandpas cheek before heading to Justin's room. I sat next to him on the chair and held his hand looking at his face.

"Justin, I love you, I don't know if you can hear me but always know I'll never let you down or let you go" I said, I put my head on the bed near his hand. I talked to Justin, not caring whether he heard me or not. I looked up at the time seeing it had been well over a hour and Justin was still asleep, I buzzed the nurse in and she quickly called the doctor after hearing the situation. The doctor came in holding Justin's file and checking him out,

"he's weak, it seems his body hasn't taken this well" I felt myself get cold all over.

"it says here "suicidal attempt" is that true" the doctor asked looking worried and surprised.

"yes, but it was a while ago and he's fine now" I said in desperation

"was it run by the doctor who gave him permission?" He said

"I don't think so" I whispered, my voice barely audible.

"he's weak, I don't know if he'll make it Ms Grande" the doctor said explaining he was still weak from the suicidal attempt and that it should have been run by his doctor, I didn't hear very clearly and I felt myself get dizzy, the floor was spinning, and everything else was too. My heart was burning and my stomach churning, my legs gave way under me and I fell to the ground gagging, I was nauseous and I felt everything I'd ate coming back up, I threw up, vomiting on the hospital floor, my insides burning, I was heaving and there were 2 nurses automatically by my side, I felt them pull me and put me on a bed, I wasn't very aware of my surroundings, I felt my eyelids get heavy and soon enough I fell asleep.

I woke up and in an instant I was sitting up,

"how's Justin" I said

"he's not well" my mom said and I started sobbing, my wails filling the room.

"ari, please stop" my mom said wrapping her arms around me.

"its all my fault" I cried out

"grandpa had a full life but Justin is so young, its all my fault"

"sweetie you need to calm down, is not your fault" Nonna said

"is grandpa better?" I suddenly asked

"sweetie, he's, he's not gonna get better, its just spread everywhere and there's no hope" my mom said, her eyes tearing up.

I was hopeless and tired, feeling frozen all over, everything was falling apart, Justin wasn't well, grandpa had no more hope, it was useless. I got up from bed my tears staining my cheeks. I went into grandpa's room. Taking his hand into mine,

"grandpa, I love you so much" I said in whispers

"ari, you, you're a young woman, an amazing one, don't let this bring you down, be strong and hold onto Justin and your family" he said struggling to get it all out, I laid my head on his chest hugging him softly. My tears staining the sheets.

It was like a movie when the doctor came out and with a simple

"i'm sorry" had us all in tears, my heart was feeling heavy, my grandpa had left us, left us with his wisdom and love. He had fought for his life, for us but he hadn't survived. I cried and cried but nothing could explain how I felt. My role model and bestfriend had left me. In the arms of my family and loved ones, we had gramps funeral. He would forever be in my heart.

Justin had still not woken up and it had been a week, I went and saw him every day and there would be no change. The doctor said he couldn't exactly tell Justin's case and that there could be a full recovery if we gave him enough time. Pattie was sitting next to me her hand in mine and I couldn't hold it in any longer. I started sobbing,

"its all my fault, what am I supposed to do with myself Pattie? He, he sacrificed everything for me, he risked his life for me and grandpa and grandpa didn't make it and now Justin isn't waking up and I, I don't know what to do about it, I love him, he has to be ok, he has to be alright, or I'll kill myself" I said my heart hurting.

"he loved you Ariana, he did it out of love and that love can overcome anything sweetie, don't say that, you're a beautiful person and you deserve all the love in the world, Justin can see that and he wouldn't want you feeling this way." She said, I looked up at Pattie and was struck by her grace and love. She was a role model and an amazing person.

Pattie left to get coffee, I sighed tears escaping my eyes.

"Justin, i'm giving you all my love, don't leave me here alone, life simply isn't worth it without my heart, and you have my heart and you are my life" I said whimpering.

"you said you'd never leave, you promised Justin, don't leave me" I sobbed.

Flashback:

"ari, where are you?" Justin yelled as yet again he didn't get a reply, he ran up the stairs to her room and peaked his head in, he stepped in and Ariana screamed boo while jumping onto her boyfriends back and kissing his cheek. The laughter erupted from both of them, Justin threw Ariana on her bed and rolled onto her. Her shrieks causing him to laugh,

"you're crushing me" she pouted and Justin grabbed her hands rolling back onto the bed with her on him.

"better" he asked

"definitely" she said tracing circles on his bare shoulder.

"I love you so much beauty" Justin said staring at his blessing.

"I love you handsome" she said loving the way he stared at her, into her eyes like they showed him a pretty picture.

"promise you'll never ever leave me or go away" she said the thought more terrifying than anything else.

He looked into his loves eyes laughing shaking his head at the pretty blonde who didn't understand he would rather die than be without her.

"and miss out on being with you princess, never ever, i'm always gonna be here, I'll never leave you" he said kissing her forehead.

"promise?" She asked him

"I promise baby" he answered bringing her closer so he could place his lips on hers.

EndOf Flashback

I opened my eyes more tears dripping as I remembered when Justin promised me. I looked up praying God to let Justin be ok.

"I don't break promises" a raspy tired voice said, I looked down at the open, tired, red eyes of my baby, my everything. I started freaking out my crying getting harder as I through myself at him. I knew he would never let me down, he never does.

END NOTE:

Tbh, I know this sucks but idek. Anyway hope you enjoy.

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