Warinings: language alcoholism
Summary: one day you leave for a mission and come back months later.
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"Nicholas J fury has requested the presence of you all in conference room 6." FRIDAY's voice rang through the living room. Everyone trudged to the room and sat in a chair, Bucky sat confused as everyone knew what was about to happen.
"I'm sad to report agent (y/l/n) M.I.A." The man sighed.
"She was on a mission in Egypt when the extraction team went in she was deemed P.O.W. We sent in coulson's team in to find her if she's not found by tomorrow she'll be K.I.A. She better get her ass to coulson, I am not losing my best agent." He stated.
"She'll be back in a few weeks." Sam laughed.
"Nah. Give her a few days." Nat joined the fun.
"I'd say Ms.(y/n) will arrive within 72 hours."
"I'm saying 15 minutes." Tony slapped $20 on the table and everyone threw some money in while nat Walked to a large pad of paper and drew a line to a company the other 14 lines under the letters "MIA" and drew a 17th line under "POW"
To say Bucky was horrified was an understatement.
"Someone explain this to Barnes." Tony called to no one in particular.
"(Y/n) goes on a lot of dangerous missions so this happens a lot. This is the 15th times she's gone MIA and the 17th times she's been P.O.W." Steve further explained. It didn't help he was still shocked.
________________________"I'm home!" A sweet voice sounded through the light grey walls at dinner time.
"(Y/N)!" Everyone ran to her and engulfed her in hugs and welcoming phrases.
She sat at the table and started eating. Bucky got a first look at the teammate. She had matted (y/h/c) locks that accompanied her bright (y/e/c) eyes and her skin was covered in scratches and cuts."And when I went to the extraction point they weren't there so I stayed there for 3 weeks. And finally coulson's team swooped in and picked me up. After that I went on a few missions with them." She gave details on her crazy suicide mission.
"I have to leave for an undercover mission tomorrow at 3." She said between bites.
"Tomorrow?" Wanda asked.
"Yeah. Oh! Tony, do you have those gloves fixed?"
Everyone conversed with the beautiful woman except Bucky, who was too awkward to talk.
"So who won the bet?"
"Clint."
"How much?"
"$60"
"Aaaah. You put up a new tally?"
"Of course."
They were so casual about their friend returning from being P.O.W.
The night was filled with smiles and laughter, until Tony wandered off with the returning hero.
This caught Bucky's attention so he followed them
You were wearing gloves that were exactly like Tony's for his suit. You and tony were close like siblings. Everyone seemed to be that close to you, and in his mind Bucky wished he could be closer to you than the rest.The next night coulson's team was invited for dinner. Bucky zones out of the words of everyone but you.
"...then grant and may saved my ass, shooting at those assholes." He listened intensely at your story.
"Then when we stopped at the shield academy some kids made this weather machine and it was insane." You beamed. You were a goddess in bucky's eyes, he was kinda sad you haven't noticed him.
Wanda started to type on her phone.Wanda: you two would be a cute couple. ;)
Bucky: What? Who?
Wanda: you and (y/n)
Bucky: I don't like her
Wanda: your thoughts say otherwiseBucky put his phone and shot Wanda a look.
Suddenly everyone got quiet.
"(Y/n) you can't go on that mission." Nat sounded hurt.
"I can handle it."
"No you can't!" Nat got stern
"I have backup!" You defended.
"I don't care! It's too dangerous!"
"je ne me soucie pas nick a besoin de moi sur cette mission!" You had a habit of speaking foreign languages when you got mad. the table got awkward.
The whole night everyone stayed relatively quiet.
When 3am arrived you were geared up and ready to go.
"Hello?....yeah where'd you park the bus?....ok see ya there."
Bucky has caught you right before you were about to leave, he wanted to say hello or something but he just watched you enter the elevator and leave.
Fuck.
Fuck FUCK FUCK!
He was beyond pissed at himself so he made his way to the gym to punch out his anger.
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"She's KIA." Nick announced and again everyone made bets.
The mission was supposed to be only a week. It's been two months since last contact. You've been gone for over three months now.
Everyone made bets and made new tally marks but Bucky was genuinely worried.A month later and nothing.
Everyone attended your empty coffin funeral.
And tony had a party, where Bucky met a girl he liked.Two weeks later:
The room filled with light conversation and laughter. Until the door busted open, revealing an angry, fucked up looking (y/n) appeared. She looks like she had come back from the dead: dark circles under her eyes, pale cut and bruised skin, long matted hair, her clothes were torn to shreds and a missing arm (witch had been healed and replaced with a robotic prosthetic.)
Bucky's girlfriend screamed in Horror.
"I need a goddamn shower." You grumbled.
An hour later you sat on a couch next to tony. You looked nicer now, no blood or dirt on your face and your hair was cut. But your attitude was no different than when you walked in.
Bucky's girlfriend's laugh was loud and annoying
"Please shut up." You snapped.
"(Y/n) what happened on that mission?" Nat asked.
"That's classified level 6 and up." You pinched the bridge of your nose.
You wanted to leave but Wanda insisted you stay so you leaned on pietro and enjoyed his warmth.
Bucky gazed angrily at this.
"Shit I gotta get home. I have work in the morning." Bucky's girlfriend, Kathy wines obnoxiously.
"Then just fuckin' leave!" You snapped again. Pietro warped an arm around you to keep you from strangling the bitchy girl.
"(Y/n), what is going on?" You were asked. You instantly burst into tears.
"My team, they were tortured and killed right in front of me, I was left in the forest to rot after they thought I was dead I couldn't contact an extraction team because all my devices were destroyed." You sobbed into pietro.
"I stole a car and money to buy a plane ticket and here I am." You caught your breath. They tried to comfort you but you simply said no and stayed close to pietro.
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It had been 9 months since that mission, bucky's with the same girl and you were finally done with therapy and could go in missions.Tony was having a party to celebrate you getting better. You didn't wanna go but nat made you and tony swayed you with the presence of alcohol.
Nat forced you into a tight grey dress with red around the breasts and hips. Wanda did your makeup; red and silver for the eyes and pink lipstick.
You walked into the people filled room and instantly gotten a ton of looks, but hey, that's what a vibranium arm will do. You scouted the room for the alcohol table, grabbing a beer and slamming the top of the bottle on the table to open it, then chugging the amber liquid. within seconds you grabbed a full bottle of vodka and walked around looking for the "army squad" (Steve Sam and Bucky)
"Hey." You muttered, bored to the three men, one of witch was accompanied by a woman, Kathy bucky's girlfriend. You let out a "ugh" and began chugging the vodka.
Bucky gazes lovingly at the woman before him, wielding a big blue bottle of alcohol.
"So (y/n) what are your plans for the night?" Kathy asked her annoying words leaving her over lined lips.
"I'm gonna get fuckin hammered." You snarled and took another swig. of the blue bottle.
"Attention. Everyone? I'd like to make a toast to my good friend and teammate, (y/n) tonight we celebrate her recovery!" Tony cheered as a spotlight focused on me I held up two fingers to make the peace sign as an attempt to hide my drunken pain.
You had gotten colder, meaner since that mission.
People approached you to take pictures, talk and admire your arm.
An bottle of whiskey later and you were in a fight with Kathy nobody knows how it started but it ended with a VERY sharp knife up to her throat, and a nasty break up between her and Bucky. she was escorted out of the stark building.
Two hours and four bottles of alcohol later and you were too drunk to get into your own apartment so, Steve had to carry you to his shared apartment.
"Buck, can you open the door?" He asked his other metal armed friend, who nodded and unlocked the door and pushed it open.
You giggled as Steve tried to tuck you in on his leather couch.
"Nooooooooooo Steve I want more whiskey." You wined.
"No. You can't have anymore drinks, you'll ruin yourself." He kissed you forehead and started to leave.
"Steeeeeve? Where's my other goodnight kiss?" You puckered your bottom lip.
"You are drunk, i'm not kissing you." He stares at you from above the backside of the couch.
"Not from you. Where'd Bucky gooooo?"
Steve sighed.
"Fine I'll go get him." He walked away before reappearing with a tired Bucky. You giggled.
He kissed your forehead and cheek before tucking you in tighter and walking away.
"I'm sorry Bucky." You started crying. He turned around as Steve trudged to his room.
Bucky sat on whatever space was left on the couch.
"What for doll?"
"Fighting Katy." He laughed and wiped away the tears.
"It's Kathy. And it's ok."
"Ok. Can you lay with me for a bit?"
He laid down and you fell fast asleep with his stroking your hair.

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