It's Been A While [Tig Trager x Reader]

A/N: I don't know many of your opinions on the previous chapter, but for some of you who might be wondering “Why would she (Reader) go crazy like that over something that wasn't even happening?” This chapter will hopefully give you an explanation.
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You sat at the dining table with your head in your hands. It's been two days since your argument with Tig. Ever since you left him that night, you haven't stopped crying. You constantly blamed yourself because it was your fault. It really was. You overreacted, severely. You both said things that weren't meant to be said.

There was a knock on your door, which distracted you from your thoughts. You walked towards it, but stopped, “Who is it?” you asked.

“Gemma and Tara.” you heard. You sighed, and went to open the door. They came in and hugged you. “Hey.” you said, “Come on in, have a seat at the table.”

They came in, and you shut and locked the door. They sat down and you offered something to drink. “(Y/N) we just wanted to come and see how you were doing since the other night.” Tara said.

“I know.” you sighed and sat down, “To be honest, I blame myself. It was all my fault.” you said. “No, it was-” Gemma started saying.

“Yeah it was, Gem. I overreacted about everything.” you interfered, “I’m a battered woman. I was in an abusive relationship. I’ve been beaten so bad I couldn't walk or think straight. My ex…” you paused. You sighed, “He sexually assaulted me. I haven't told Tig, but it happened. It happened a year and half into our relationship.” you said.

Both Gemma and Tara were wiping tears from their eyes. “I hope you understand, Gemma.” you whispered. And Gemma did understand.

“(Y/N), I know that it seems to you that Tig doesn't want you. I felt that same way with Clay. I felt used. I thought Clay didn't want any bruised fruit. Men need to own their pussy. But baby, things changed.” she said, “You need to understand that Tig isn't ever gonna leave you. He’s got two kids with you. If he was gonna bail, he would have.”

You started crying, “I miss him so much.” you sobbed. “So tell him. You go up to him and show him that you miss him.” Gemma said.

You sighed, “Has he slept with anyone else? Just tell me. Do you know?” you asked.

Tara shook her head, “No. You know crows, they’ll jump when they know a member is going through something love-wise. But he turned all of them down. He barely even slept in the clubhouse. Jax said he went to a motel, instead.” she said.

You smiled a little, and wiped your tears away. “Okay. I’m gonna go to the clubhouse. I’ll bring (Y/D/N) and (Y/S/N) too. I’m sure he’d love to see them.” you said.

Gemma reached and rubbed your shoulder, “That's a good idea, baby. And you should tell Tig about what happened with your ex, and how you've been feeling since that whole thing with your perv neighbor.” she said.

You nodded, “I will.”

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You pulled into the clubhouse lot and got the kids out of the car. You held (Y/D/N)’s hand and carried (Y/S/N)’s carrier in your other hand. You walked toward the clubhouse when you saw the door open and saw Tig come out.

You stopped and Tig stopped too. (Y/D/N) wiggled in your hand and (Y/S/N) started cooing. “Tiggy.” you smiled.

Tig took one last puff of his cigarette and flicked it out in the lot, “There's my doll.” he smiled with relief.