So this isn't a chapter so you can skip over it if you want 🙃
this is basically me ranting to you guys cause there's no where else i can say all of this at.
so here ya go.
First off thank you all so much for supporting this book. i know it gets confusing and sometimes stupid, but i'm thankful that you still continued to read this.
i'm sorry if i don't update as much. the reason why is because one of my dogs is sick, and i'm trying to focus more on her than anything.
she's getting better yeah, but it's very slowly.
i'm super scared cause if she doesn't get better, she can.... ya know...
anyways, i'm just scared for her overall health.
the doctors said it was a stomach virus and that she should get better, so that's what i'm hoping is gonna happen.
on top of this, i have school work. my mom is still pressuring me about it. I raised my grade in math, so now it's a 89. ig that's good right?
i made a new friend in theater class and i really like her. she's pretty chill and fun.
Uhm. i don't really talk about this, but my friend is thinking about suicide and all that and i honestly don't wanna imagine life without him. he's like a brother to me and i don't want to lose a friend like him.
My thoughts are going everywhere. i've has sleepless nights where i just sat there and cried, hoping that something good would happen.
i'm back to suicidal things, i know it's not good but i take my emotions out by drawing and sometimes worse things that i don't want to get into.
ummm my dad is better, and I also got tickets to see Why Don't We for their new tour coming up.
i found my old hoodie that's super soft and super pretty, so i'm happy about that.
this weekend i might go volunteer at the animal shelter so yeah.
oH and friday i get to go to a football game.
hmm what else....
Oof i also saw the nun like 4 days ago and i wanna see it again cause i love scary movies, especially the Conjuring and Insidious.
I might get a new phone. i really need one cause the one i have has problems lol.
sksksks my mom just walked by my room and scared the living hell out of me
lol and today at lunch, there are this one guy and one girl who sits at it table sometimes and they are so DISGUSTING.
They're not dating, but the guy eats so horribly. like he shoved his whole hand in his mouth to get off some sauce, then he literally PUKED over his food. And the girl laughed, while everyone was moving away. like how disgusting can you be ?!?!?
ugh thinking about it makes me wanna cripple.
anyways, that's all! Hope you all had a better day than i did! 💜💜💜
Song of the day: Thanks by Seventeen
