Marbles (studxstud)

The October evening breeze was chilly as hell. We didn't celebrate Halloween here but being the horror fanatic that Mona was I had to partake in her creepy shit. That crazy ass even wanted to capture some people one year and re-enact the purge and her father didn't even try to object!! Lucky thing I was able to talk her out of it and when I say "talk her out of it" I mean drugging her ass and cuddling her until she fell asleep.

After the evening we spent together the three of us were inseparable.  We didn't have sex again and we didn't talk about it either but it wasn't awkward or uncomfortable. We were currently shopping for snacks and drinks for the movie night later on. Mona always planned a bomb ass movie night and this is probably why I've never objected to it or it could be the fact that she might just tie me up and force me to be there.. either way I liked her plans.

"Oh guys I should've mentioned this earlier, I'm going to Jamaica for 2 weeks next month." Cam said excitedly.

"Really Cam? Ima miss you! Can't we come? I've never been to Jamaica before" Mona asked.

"I'm going to visit some friends and my Dad's grave. He was buried there." She said getting a bit sad.

"All the more reason why you need us." Mona said pulling her in for a hug.

She looked over at me wondering if I was gonna say anything.

"Neither here nor there for me." I said.

"What the fuck? Why would you say that Tatianna?" Mona said hitting my head. Ouch!

"I just meant that I'd be okay going or not." I tried defending myself.

"It's cool, neither here nor there for me either. I'm good with going by myself." She let go of my hand and stormed off.

"Look what you gone and did heffer, you better fix that shit because I wanna be on a plane going to Jamaica next month or ima pistol whip yo ass." Mona said forcefully pushing the trolly and stormed away from me. I mentally face palmed myself wondering if shit could get any better. I couldn't leave Mona because I drove her here so I went to the food court to wait, I don't wanna think about what would happen if I left her.

I tried calling Cam but she wouldn't answer. I really wanted her to come to the movie night tonight.

Me: Can you please answer! I'm trying to talk to you, I'm sorry mi amor 💔

I sent the text then tried calling her again and she actually answered this time.

"What?" She said.

"Thanks for answering." I sighed.

"What you want? Sure ain't me." She hissed into the phone.

"Mi amor could you please calm down. ¿Por favor?"

"Estoy calmado" she responded in Spanish. It's been almost 8 months, her Spanish was getting better.

"Lo siento mi amor. I never knew my words would affect you like that. Please give me a chance to make it up to you Camille. Come over tonight, it's been awhile since you started sleeping over more frequently and I can't see myself sleeping without you especially knowing that you're mad at me." I said to her in a soft voice.

"Please?" I asked again when she didn't respond.

"Cam?" Still no response.

"Say something Cam, I know you're there." I sighed.

"I'll be there." She finally answered and disconnected the call.

Woooooo chile that was really hard for me because I wasn't big on expressing myself. I've got all these emotions and I don't know how to channel them or how to say them out loud so that was a big deal for me to be able to ask her to come over so I can apologize better. It could also be selfish because I didn't wanna sleep by myself, I could've always asked Mona to sleep over but it wouldn't feel the same.