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from: mark lee can we talk?
from: wong yukhei can we talk?
two messages popped up on nari's phone. she was practically torn between the two. should she text either one of them? both of them? or none of them. it was a decision hard to make.
she laid on her bed, staring at the ceiling, the shadows of snowflakes falling from outside her window was reflected on the walls.
nari listened to the sound of nothing, only her heart beating. beating for the two of the boys. she knew that she had feelings for lucas, but why was her heart beating for mark?
why was her heart beating so fast for her best friend? she knew for a fact that she does not reciprocate the feelings that mark has for her.
so what's the reason for nari's heart to beat fast at the thought of mark lee?
was it because of the kiss that they both shared? the fact that his lips touched hers? she felt embarrassed whenever she thought of it. maybe that's why her heart was beating fast for him. it wasnt like as if she has been thinking about kissing her bestfriend. it's just, she felt weird now.
as hypocritical as she may seem or think, nari just felt like putting on a coat and go over to mark's place and kiss him right back. not out of feelings, but out of sympathy. but that's selfish of her. she knew it was bad of her to think that way. to only leave him with that kiss. meanwhile she continues dreaming of lucas.
she stared at mark's text. she sighed. she knew what he was going to text next. / i'm sorry / is what he's going to text. that's mark lee for you. he always apologizes for things that doesnt even deserve to be apologized for.
but what about lucas? what was lucas going to say next? / youre just a rebound lol / ? or is it going to be / i loved how you were wrapped along my long fucking fingers/ ?
either way, nari knew lucas wasnt going to apologize. it's wong yukhei, right? the jerk who plays with hearts of other women.
somehow deep down, nari just -maybe- wished that lucas was going to say, / i'm really sorry, can i meet you? /. deep down, nari hoped that it would be that lucas that she met earlier that year.
the same lucas that texts her good morning every day without fail. the same lucas that kisses her forehead as a form of hello everytime they secretly meet. the same lucas that said 'i love you' to her and meant it.
well, almost, meant it. because if he really did mean it, they wouldnt end up in this position.
the same lucas that she fell in love with.
without thinking, nari just dozed off. and no one will know this about her, but that night, nari dreamt of lucas.
