Yoongi turned around hearing the knock on his studio door, "Yeah?"
The door opened and he was honestly pretty sad to see that is wasn't Jhope this time, but Jihyun seemed to holding two cups of coffee so he let her come in. "What's up?" He asked through a yawn.
Jihyun smiled softly making herself comfortable on the bean bag, "Jhope was telling me that you needed some help working on some lyrics, I'm not the best to be honest but Jhope wanted us to bond for some reason" She shrugged.
Yoongi chuckled and turned to face the bean bag she was on, "It's because you remind him of his sister," he sighed softly, "He misses her alot since he doesn't have time to see her and the way he treats you, he treats his sister exactly the same way."
Jihyun smiled softly taking a small sip from her coffee, "You seem to know him really well"
He blushed looking away from her gaze, "I guess" Yoongi chewed his lip nervously as if he was trying to think of the right thing to say. "I know about you two if that's what you're worried about" Jihyun said standing up and laying a hand on his shoulder, "It's okay I think you guys fit each other really well"
Yoongi stayed silent for awhile before he spoke again and what he said was not what Jihyun had expected, "It's wrong though." The words that had been scratching at his throat begging to be said where finally out and they left an awkward silence surrounding the room until Jihyun spoke up again, "What do you mean?"
The older boy just sighed shaking his head, "It's not right, no man shall lie with another man," stupid bible ,"It's just wrong, I love him but I feel like I shouldn't be loving him. I guess you wouldn't be able to relate but I feel like I'm committing this huge sin and I want to love but- I don't know, maybe love just wasn't meant for me"
"Yoongi..." She seemed taken aback by the sudden words, she hadn't expected him to say something like that but she could see the conflict in his eyes.
"Ah" He leans back in his chair, "I don't know why I'm telling you this"
Jihyun smiled softly and moved back to the bean bag gesturing for him to sit next to her. Yoongi hesistated but got up silently sitting next to her. "I'm glad you opened up about this," Jihyun said putting down her now empty coffee mug, "But love is love right? Who cares who it's with?"
Yoongi looked away from her and mumbled silently, "My parents," he looked back at her and he wasn't sure what it was but he ended up spilling all of his held back fears and thoughts, "They always said to me that one day I'll grow up and find a beautiful wife to bring home and then they will finally be proud of me. I guess they will never be proud of me now."
"That's..." She hesistated for a bit causing him to chuckle awkwardly, "That's wow" She finally continued and he just shrugged.
"Maybe I should just try dating a girl, it can't be that bad right? Sure Jhope has perfect hair and a perfect smile and the cutest laugh ever but bringing him home to my family isn't something the world would want." Yoongi rubbed his eye mentally screaming at himself not to cry, "Shit, I love him so much Jihyun, but I don't know what to do? I shouldn't feel this way about another man, screw his perfect features and amazing personality am I right?"
"Yoongi hey" Jihyun said softly, "It's okay you're allowed to love who ever you want and no one can tell you otherwise. You don't need to make other people happy with your relationship, as long as you're happy it's okay. I can tell you've fallen for him and there's no doubt he feels the same way about you"
"You...you really...you really think so?"
Jihyun smiled nodding, "You should hear the way he talks about you when you're not around, he loves you so much and he doesn't ever want what you to have to end"
Yoongi smiled softly as his tears started to fight back and where now slowly rolling done is cheeks, "I do love him...alot,more than myself probably. As cliché as it sounds he has been the only sunshine in my life lately"
"He seems to mean alot to you, huh?" Jihyun said smiling as she saw Yoongis eyes sparkle when he spoke about him.
"You have no idea"

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