Malec: Broken

Alec's POV

I walked through the door Magnus was sitting in an armchair looking sad.
"Did you enjoy your 'Jog'" He said. I didn't know why he sounded so sarcastic and I started to panic.

"Yeah it was wet but relaxing, " I yawned. "I'm gonna get a shower, " I smiled slightly.

"Can I join? " He asked me standing up and walking towards me. I didn't want to say no but if we got a shower he would see the cuts.

"Actually, " I said "I pretty much just had one, " I laughed as I walked towards the bathroom and grabbed a towel toweling my hair dry.

"Indeed, " He laughed and walked up to me. "Where did you really just go? "

I hesitated and I think he saw a flash of panic in my eyes as his grip tightened slightly on my hips,
"On a jog, " I smiled weakly.

"Of course, " He smiled back. I pulled away.

I bit my lip and walked into our bedroom. Magnus stayed on the sofa as I pulled out my large pot of Yin Fen. Gently I rubbed it on the back of my neck.

I gasped as the drug held me. I quickly stored it in our cupboard and let tears drip down my face. I wanted the feeling to last. For the craving to stop. However I knew that it would not.

Magnus walked in and frowned. He was getting suspicious I knew my cover would be blown soon.

Magnus' POV

Something wasn't right with Alec. I didn't know what it was but he was acting slower and like Isabelle had said last time I'd spoke with her. His fighting wasn't up to speed.

When I walked into our room I saw him sprawled on the bed. Fully clothed but fast asleep I knew something was going on.

I didn't know what it was but something was happening.

"Alexander," I whispered into his ear. He started to blink sleep from his beautiful blue eyes.
"Tired at all? " I asked as he propped himself up on his elbows and looked at me.

"No, " He lied and pulled me ontop of him. My lips on his as I grabbed his wrist and he yelped slightly.

Raising an eyebrow I went to the sleeve of his hoodie and tried to tug it up. He pulled it over his hand and looked into my eyes almost pleading me not to. Just to ignore it. It was nothing?

"Alec, what's wrong with your wrist? " I asked and I held his hand.

"Nothing is wrong with my wrist, " He lied again.

"Alexander I've been alive for hundreds of years. You dont think I know when I'm being lied to, " I pulled at his hoodie again.

My legs straddled his hips and I had him in a lock. He wouldn't be able to escape my thighs. My hands pinned his onto the pillows either side of his head.

He bit his lip as he realised there was no escape. He tried arching his back but nothing was working.

Alec's POV

I wanted to mutter curses under my breath. Magnus had me trapped.

"The chairman scratched me, " I lied... Again...

"I'm not stupid, " Magnus whispered as I braced myself as he wound my sleeve up slowly.

He looked at the cuts on my right wrist. "The chairman did not do that, "

"Well he did, " I pouted

"Alec I've seen enough to know... "
"That your cat scratched me, " I interrupted.

His lips parted as he rolled off me then took my wrist gently and sat me in the kitchen.
"Why didn't you use an Iratze? " He asked as he pulled a knife from the draw.

"I didn't see the point, " I was lying so hard it hurt.

He placed the knife exactly where I'd used the same knife in the same place. I stared at it for a second trying to figure out if he had seen me or was just being too clever.

"Alexander Gideon Lightwood you cannot lie to me, " He growled as he put the knife away. "Why? " He asked tears filling his eyes.

I hated to see him broken because of me.
"The chairman.. " I choked on tears. Bile rose up in the back of my throat. I let a sob out.
"I have to go, " I whispered. I walked into our bedroom and picked up a coat stuffing my Yin Fen into the pocket.

Then I left without saying much else.

I was running. Not entirely sure where I was running to. Eventually I found myself at a vampire bar.

I walked in as several vampires looked up at me walk in. I activated my detracking rune as four good looking vampires walked up to me slowly. Three girls and one boy. The boy was tall with bleached hair, dark brown eyes and his skin was a light porcelain.

One of the girls was short with long strawberry blonde hair and green eyes which may have been enchanting to someone whos type was a women.

Another was short with black hair and blue eyes. She looked remarkably like my sister only shorter and a worse fashion sense.

And finally the last vampire looked like the boy only her hair was not bleached it was blonde and cut short into a pixie style.

"Please, " I welped as the boy unbuttoned my shirt slowly and bared my tender neck.

"I see you've been dancing with the devil pretty boy, " He whispered into my ear and pressed against my body. The way Magnus does. Or used to...

His fangs started to trace my throat as he bit it sinking his fangs deep into my neck...

Magnus' POV

Alec was worrying me. First he had cuts all over his arms and second he had run off into the night without any fucks.

It was sweet, I thought, how he'd tried so hard to lie his way out of it. How he'd tried so hard and failed.

"Did you scratch my Alexander?" I purred picking the chairman up and tentively rubbing behind his ears. "No? I didn't think so, " I smiled as the cat gave me a warning look of if I didn't put him down he'd scratch. Then leaped from my arms and padded into our bedroom.

I was worried and scared for Alec but it you can't talk to someone who doesn't want to talk. Or help someone who was persistently "ok".

I had no idea how long this had been going on for only that he wasn't ok and I needed to find him.

Alec's POV

I was lying on a sofa.  The male vampire straddled my hips and had his face burrowed into my neck. I moaned softly,  my strength was being stolen by this over attractive vampire boy.

He seemed to be enjoying it as I could feel him ontop of me. My vision was blurred and we were in a booth.

He pulled away before looking at me. We had our tops off so we where both sitting in our jeans.

"It's strong, " I gasped before he bit me again. All I could taste was blood and sweat.

I let my eyes roll back into my head as he dug his teeth back into my neck gently at first then harder.

I moaned as he kept drinking. Fangs deep in my neck and gasping for air.

I felt his arms find my hips as he rested his hands on them. His grip tightening I felt the power start to drain. 

I looped my arms around his neck and clawed at his back.

"Stop, " I gasped as he stopped.  Blood dripping down his face.  "I need to go, "

"Can I walk you out? " He asked linking my arm with his.

I was out in the open.  Breathing the thick muggy air of New York.

My vision was blurring more and more by the minute and I knew I was going to pass out.

Everything blacked out.