Under the Knife {M.Y.G x BTS}

He hated it. He hated this day. Not only he made everyone late for the dance practice, he also lost his almost done song and got scolded badly by the manager. The rest of the members were also looked pissed off, probably because he made all of them late.

Time skip...

They are now practicing for "MIC Drop". Jin accidentally hit Yoongi's left arm hard. The impact caused Yoongi to groaned and cringed. He automatically held onto his arm. The music stopped, causing several pairs of eyes staring at the rapper.

"Yoongi-ah, mianhe. Are you okay?" Jin asked worriedly.

"Yeah... I'm fine... I'm sorry I interrupted the dance practice" Yoongi bowed down to the rest of the gang and the dance teacher.

"Hyung... Are you sure you're okay?" Taehyung asked.

"I'm fine... Really... Let's get back to practice..." Yoongi gave his infamous gummy smile, but looked like it was forced but still assuring.

They got back into position and continued their practice. No one payed attention to Yoongi. He secretly cringed because his arm still stung badly. He shook his head and tried to get rid off the pain mentally and it kinda work.

Just a bit more and then we can go home... Yoongi spoke mentally.

At home...
Currently 2.17 a.m.

"*Yawning* I'm going to bed. Goodnight guys" Namjoon said and entered his room.

"Goodnight" the rest of them replied and went separated ways (to their room. Duh? What did ya expect?).

Yoongi on the other hand didn't do anything. He didn't follow Jin to their room to sleep. He had some other things to do.

Min fucking Yoongi... You useless brat... You made everyone mad and also worried... You stopped the dance practice because Jin hyung accidentally hitting you? Ridiculous! And losing the song and also got scolded by manager hyung... A voice in his head rung.

I think you deserved a punishment... The voice spoke again.

Somehow he kept listening to the voice. He kept doing what the voice wants and also kinda thank it? He went inside the bathroom and locked the door. He took out a knife that he secretly hid under the sink and carefully exposing his already scarred arm.

Let's make this easy... The voice said again. One for staying up late... The voice started.

Yoongi pressed the blade on to his arm and cut the skin. It stung but somehow relaxing for him.

One for disappointing the guys... One for losing the song... One for the disobedience... One for being a brat... One for stopping the dance practice... One for worrying the guys... The voice counted.

Yoongi kept cutting after each count. The scars started seeping out blood and flowed down slowly.

Lastly... The voice said. One for the fun of it... The voice ended.

Yoongi cut himself for the last time that day and immediately washed the scars. The water made the scars stung twice the pain and somehow it's making him even more relaxed. He covered the scars and went to his room and his beloved bed. He sighed and plopped down.

He wanted to sleep. But he can't somehow. He tried to cuddle with his Kumamon plushie. He started to get even more sleepier and eventually went to sleep.

He tried to stop hurting himself.... But this voice prevented him to.

To be continued
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Yas it's author here! I'm pretty satisfied with this story. And I don't have anything to say so... I hobi that you enjoyed the story!!! (See what I did there?? :))