Me

It will constantly hurt
until
you are able to manage the pain.
You will constantly remember
until
someone comes along and take the nightmares away.
You will constantly hate yourself
until
you decide not to.
You will constantly cry
until
the numbness sets in.
You will forget to eat
until
you start reminding yourself.
You will constantly overthink
until
it doesn't hurt anymore.
You will constantly yearn and long for things you want
until
you realize it's not what you need.
You will constantly be heartbroken
until
you decide to piece it back up
with love and strength.
You will constantly look back
until
you realize there's nothing to look for anymore.
You will constantly have bad thoughts
about wanting to unexist
until
you realize your presence.
You will constantly be sad
until
you decide to be happy.

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