Incomplete and All Alone (a botdf fan fiction) just don't read this. it's awful

Today was the day that I was getting the kids. I told Dahvie, but he still didn't say anything, and this time I didn't hear him through the door. I didn't think about this, so I had just continued on my way to the hospital. The kids were released instantly, and I took them to the hotel. I had a crib that I was putting them both in for the time being.

I knocked on Dahvie's door, and he didn't answer. I opened it, and he wasn't anywhere in sight. I looked around the room, and I couldn't find him anywhere. I did find a note how ever.

Dear Jayy,

Man, I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore. Tell the fans sorry and that I love them. Please don't try to find me. You shouldn't be able to find me anyways. I promise you I will be OK, and I won't hurt myself, but I need a fresh start. Take care of the kids for me. Raise them as your own. You'll be a wonderful father. Dude, you are my brother, and I love you.

I'm sorry,

Dahvie xoxoxo

I looked at the note had left me, and I started crying. I was alone, with his children. Now he wanted me of all people to raise them? I can't raise two children? I'm sure with the help of some other people, I could, but since the band was now breaking up, I wouldn't have anyone to really help me. Sally was already gone, Andrew, well he's Andrew, and those are the only other people I could trust with children. The next couple years of my life were going to be hell.

I went out and started loading everything up in my car. It took me an hour to get everything in the car, and ready for my way home. I was leaving this hotel, like it or not. I'd get on Stickam within the next couple of days, and tell the fans about Dahvie. I grabbed the kids, put them in the car, somehow managed to stuff their crib in the trunk, and started my long, horrible, journey home.

OK so I got bored yesterday and tried to make a cover, and it ended horribly... as we can all tell. umm... yet again, I don't like this chapter. bye bye Dahvie.

So... I wanna know if anyone is actually reading these little notes, so I'm going to start a word of the day thing... The word is... Bazinga in honor of my favorite show in the world.

So, we just started school today, and I know I said I didn't want to write any chapters to my other story on school days, (or this one, I really don't know) but I'd like to update this one at least two times a week as long as my brain is working and wanting to write... Which it normally isn't...