the darker side of me (spamano)

      Romano pouted and glared at Spain as he was hugged. He still had tears in his eyes. "Go away you stupid bastard..." he looked away from Spain. He was very mad. Why was Spain acting so nice even after all the things he said. "I don't want you in here." He tried pushing Spain off with his knees and started crying out of frustration when Spain still wouldn't budge.  He just wanted to be alone and away from everyone. Everyone hated him so he hated them too even Spain. He knew better than to trust Spain but he did it anyways and look at him now. Romano looked over to his bed and saw the bloody shard. He really wanted to use it right now but he couldn't get out of Spain's grip. The stupid bastard had him pinned down. "Let me go you bastard!" He kept trying to push Spain away and crying. "I hate you I hate you I hate you!" He kept yelling at him but Spain kept holding him.

     Spain kept holding Romano. He wanted Romano to understand that he was there for him and he wouldn't let go. He knew Romano didn't mean the things that he was saying. He just wanted his way.   He closed his eyes tightly as Romano said he hated him. He tried to ignore him. "Roma please. Why are you so angry..? This is the worst you have been." He held him tighter as Romano kept struggling. "Stop! I want you to listen to me. I'm sorry if I did something that upset you this bad. I didn't mean to. You know I wouldn't purposely do something to hurt you..." he looked at Romano. "I just want you to talk to me and tell me what's wrong... you can trust me." Spain slowly let go of Romano when he stopped struggling. He really just wanted his "happy" Romano back. Not this depressed and angry one. He sat down infront of Romano and looked at him.

     Romano stayed quiet as Spain spoke and he finally stopped struggling. He figured at some point Spain would let go and he could run into the bathroom and lock himself in there. He wasn't going to trust Spain. He wasn't going to get fooled again.  Romano looked at Spain and frowned.  He quickly stood up and scowled down at Spain. "You act like some stupid apology will make this better. You're just like everyone else!" He turned away and ran into the bathroom and locked it. "Go away Spain! It's not fair!" He sat down and leaned against the door. His heart was is so much pain. His head was attacking itself. Romano started crying again. To know that the one person you trusted the most, the one you thought cared, actually didn't care, it's pretty heartbreaking. He should have know not to trust Spain the second that he figured out Spain tried to trade him for his brother. Everyone loved his brother. Everyone wanted his brother. Romano curled up and kept crying. "Nobody wants second best..."

     Spain watched Romano stand up and yell at him. He knew Romano wouldn't trust him right away. He watched him run towards the bathroom and followed him and got the door slammed on his face and sighed. "Roma..." He sat on the other side of the door. Spain heard Romano speak. "H-Hey that's not true. You're not second best and I love you so please stop acting like this!" He tears were brought to his eyes again. "Why can't you get that through your thick headed skull! I love you Roma. Why don't you believe me?!". He couldn't understand why Romano was still so upset. He usually cooled off by now.  How much pent up anger did Romano have? Maybe he hadn't been paying enough attention to him. "I really just want you to be happy Roma..." He started crying feeling guilty again that maybe he contributed to Romanos pain.

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      Sorry for the short chapter and it took so long to update. I got super sick this week >.>.  Hopefully I can update faster now ^ω^.

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