I'm not weak (Deanxreader)

Strike one

"I'll get my stuff too" You said, getting off of Dean's lap. You pressed a quick kiss on his cheek and went off to your room. You packed up all your clothes and weapons. Before leaving your room, you heard Dean and Sam talking to each other. 

"What do you mean you don't know?" Sam said frustrated. 

"I don't remember when her friggin birthday is! How the hell am I supposed to get her something if I don't remember when it is!?" Dean said in a hushed voice.

"My god, Dean" Sam muttered. 

"I know..." Dean groaned

"When is it?" Dean is exasperated. You decided not to hear any more. You were a little sad that Dean didn't remember. But again, years of trying to survive on your own and taking care of a little sister make birthdays seem like a regular day. There have been times where you even forgot your own birthday. You heard a knock at your door. 

"Y/n? We're going now" Dean said on the other side

"I'm coming!" You forgot about your worries and quickly grabbed your bag. You met Sam and Dean in the garage, you quickly sat in the back. Both Sam and Dean looked at you weird.

"Your turn to sit in front, Sam." You said with a grin. Sam didn't argue and just sat down. Dean looked at you weird. 

"Really?" Dean frowned

"What? I'm being nice" You quickly pressed a kiss on his lips. Dean smiled. And with that, he drove off.

~Afton, Wyoming~

 After a long car ride that stretched till night, Dean finally stopped at a dingy motel called the sunny-side motel. How ironic. You and Sam fell asleep during the long ride. You weren't sleeping easy again. You squirmed about, having flashes of what the demon did to you. Dean took a spoon and carefully put it in Sam's mouth. He tried his best not to laugh as he blasted the radio. Both you and Sam shot up, hearing the blaring music. Sam freaked out and fumbled trying to take the spoon out of his mouth. The music sounded like screams to you. You jumped up hyperventilating. You saw Dean laughing like crazy. You forced yourself to calm down. 

"Monin' sunshine!" Dean shouted. 

"Again? Not funny Dean" Sam threw the spoon at Dean. 

"What? Y/n found that funny right?" Dean turned around to see you. You forced yourself to smile. 

"Sure" You teased. Dean noticed your unsteady breathing

"Did I scare ya?" Dean smiled a bit

"Y-Yeah, but I'm good." You stammered. 

"I'm gonna go get us a room" Dean said as he got out of the car. 

"Okay, Teddy" You gave a small smile as Dean left. When he was gone, you sighed and slumped back into the seat.

"You okay?" Sam asked

'No, I had the nightmares again. I wanna tell Dean but then I have to tell him about my god damn abusive ex, and we both know that's going to hell' You thought.

"Yeah" You smiled and yawned. Sam seemed to believe it.  

"Dean's gonna take a while. You should sleep" Sam offered. You nodded. 

"Night Sammy" You said sleepily

"Night Y/n/n" Sam smiled at you. You drifted off to sleep. 

A few minutes later Dean came back with a motel key and a huge grin on his face

"What's with the grin?" Sam looked at him weird

"Lady at the office gave me a discount" Dean winked

"What did you do?" Sam was confused

"Just use some charm, that's all" Dean smirked

"Really Dean?" Sam frowned "It takes two people in a relationship, no flirting with others you know that?"

"It's not like I'm asking the chick out" Dean rolled his eyes. He looked over to your sleeping form. 

"Dean, Y/n took three years to trust us, remember? She's gonna take it wrong and it's gonna mess up your relationship" Sam frowned

"Yeah well...you're not gonna tell her. And I'm not either" Dean threatened

"Fine...Just this once" Sam rolled his eyes

"Here" Dean gave the key to Sam "Open the door and I'll take Y/n". 

Sam got out and carefully closed the car door. He opened the motel room and plopped on one of the beds. Dean carefully carried you bridal style into the motel room. He placed you on the bed and took off your shoes and jacket. You silently whimpered in your sleep. 

"Dean..." You said softly. He took off his jacket and shoes and climbed in bed with you. Dean kissed your head as he wrapped his arms around you. 

"Night baby" Dean whispered to you, kissing you again. Dean slept with you protectively around his arms. And he couldn't be happier.

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As soon as Sam knew that Dean was asleep, he pulled out a marker and drew all over Dean's face. Sam wasn't gonna let Dean have the last laugh. And to be honest, you wouldn't either. This hatched the beginning of a beautiful prank war.

A/n(Again): Idk why, but I'm kinda ify about this chapter. I might change it later on. What'd ya think?

-Squish💕