Under The Silence

"I would like to thank you all for coming. I'm sure my brother would have been very happy to see you all here. Um..." Yukio sniffed.

Never
Never did he imagine that stupid week leading to his brothers funeral.

"I have to admit, I didn't really know what to say today. So, by suggestion of Principal Phels, I will read the notes I took of his... last week. As you can probably imagine, It's not exactly a happy story. Nothing short of disturbing, but this is just how things were..."

Yukio cleared his throat and, reluctantly, began to read from his note pad.

"SUNDAY
3:04 A.M
- wakes from nightmare
- grabs his Sword and a bag and heads off
3:15 am
-begins training.
  · stretching
  · laps around the dorms
  · battle training

5:38 am
- takes break from training
  · works with candles to control flame. (Almost complete control)
*doesn't seem to think he's made progress*
- stretches lightly
- go back to training.

6:4θ am
- finishes training
- sits on the roof and talks to himself
- went off to take a shower after about 15-20 miniutes or so.

9:00 am
- Fell asleep in the shower for two hours.
- Walked out in just a towel.
- Has dark bruising on his chest and stomach. Possibly fresh. One shaped like a boot print.
- Has small bullet hole scars, mostly on his shoulder.
- Concerningly skinny, though not quite dangerous.
- Got dressed in formal attire
- Left without much detail as to where

11:37
- Went to visit the monistarry
- Was treated like a stranger or a crule demon by the people who helped raise us
- Went outside to visit Dad's grave
- has started crying
- Blames himself for father's death
- Wishes the Vatican killed him
- Something happened when he was 11 that Father knew about and from how he is talking, probably saved him from
- Is still crying

I should stop and mention that I know now what he'd been talking about.
When my brother was 11, he tried to commit suicide for the first time but our father saved him and stopped him... Anyways...

12:02 pm
- has left father's grave
- apologized to father for everything and finaly stopped crying
- headed back to True Cross now
- got back has started studying.
- is 4 chapters ahead in Math
- done with History
- 6 chapters ahead in English
- 2 chapters ahead in Science
- still reveiwing history even though he's finished.
- re-reads sections were father is written about

4:26 pm
- fell asleep on his History book

4:58 pm
- looks like Rin is having a nightmare.

6:15 pm
- woke up with a scream and ran to the bathroom
- he's vomiting
- brushed his teeth and washed out his mouth.
- has grabbed out his candles and seems to be practicing his flame again.
- gets it right almost every try.

7:45 pm
- gone from training with the candles to doing tricks with mill and fire. Very well controlled.

8:00 pm
- Ukobach and Kuro have interrupted him playing with his flames and they are all just hanging out. Laughing. Having fun.
- curious, none of Rin's friends have contacted him nor has he reached out to them

10:00 pm
- Ukobach has told Rin to go to bed.
- Finally, Rin has done so
- Kuro is curlled up in the exact same spot as the previous night and Ukobach left.

11:28 pm
- looks like Rin is having another nightmare
- so far that has happened everytime he's fallen asleep, though I am uninformed of his two hour nap this after noon as he was in the shower...

Monday
2:43 am
- woke of from a nightmare, screaming.
- fell of his bed before waking
- Kuro asked if he was okay, but he lied and said he was fine.
- grabbed supplise and went to the roof to train