Different Worlds

I had to leave her. I couldn't do much else. She had betrayed me and then lied to me blatantly. The person who stood by me the most was Basti Schweinsteiger. He has always been there for me, he was like a brother to me. Kathy had admitted that she had slept with someone else, and I would never have thought it to be her boss. Well it's his problem now not mine.

Basti had invited me over to his house for dinner. When I arrived Sarah gave me a big hug, before handing me a beer. "She always seemed sketchy to me", Sarah tried. I nodded and took a sip of my beer. God I missed Nina. We had dinner and talked about all sorts of stuff. Sarah had to take a call, and when Basti and I were alone he asked me, "Is she still on your mind?" I knew exactly who he was talking about, it was blatantly obvious. I nodded, "Unfortunately she is, I haven't really moved on..." Basti nodded,"I thought that. But you know it is three years ago and she has. I mean the last headline I saw was her buying her wedding dress..." Inside I was punching myself, my heart was so torn between two places. I wanted her back so badly. 

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When Frank woke, I turned to him. "Hey sexy" he pulled me closer and kissed me. It felt almost vile to be like this, was it because of the letter? Nonetheless I had to tell him. "Frank, sweetie, I received a letter from a Restaurant in Germany..." I stopped to look at him. I always knew when he was confused, this tiny ridge appeared between his eyebrows. "They have offered me a very prestigious position, head chef..." I looked away. It made me sad that I couldn't have it both ways really, when I looked back at him tears were rolling down my eyes. "I don't know what to do." He pulled me into his arms, kissing my cheek and hugging me tightly. "Regardless of what you chose to do, I will always be there for you, I love you."

A week later and I was in Munich.