Help Me Be Me

Ariana's POV

"Geez, he really left there?" I asked, not believing what I just heard.

I knew how she was feeling like. And I was going to help her.

"Yeah, and I think he is ditching me all the time because all of this things that happened and made his relationship with Zoey to go wrong." She explained, looking a bit upset, yet trying to hide it.

"Well that's stupid."

"No it's not. There's an actual reason why he is ignoring me and-" But soon she was cut off by me.

"No, Liz, not that. It's stupid that you think you're the reason why they fought and that it's the reason he is not paying attention to you." Liz didn't talk and just shrugged and sighed as she put her head on her hand which her elbow was on her crossed legs.

"Look Liz," I fully turned to her, "just text him or whatever you want and tell him to talk to you. Ask him why is he ignoring you, directly, okay?"

"I actually did." She said.

"You did?" I asked surprised not believing she already did it.

"Yeah. I text him that we need to talk yesterday and he hasn't replied yet." Liz stated.

"So? He might hasn't seen it, yet. Try to be as optimistic as always!" I punched in her arm playfully, making her smile a little.

"Guess we have to wait until he answered then." She said just before she got up, "anyway I gotta use the bathroom. Back in a minute." She said and left.

A second after I heard the door close, her phone made a voice, showing that she had reached a text message.

I looked behind and made sure that she was in bathroom, then looked through the text when I noticed it was from Avan.

(Avan)

Today,16:14

-About what?

About why you're ignoring me. -
Avan just tell me. Is there something
that I don't know?

I replied myself being worried about what was coming up so I decided to see it myself rather than Liz doing it and might get hurt.

-Liz, Zoey is pregnant. Imma be
a dad.

I was just shocked. And relieved that I didn't let Liz to see this. I quickly replied back.

Congrats. But is there something else-
you're hiding?

-like what?

Like what really happened-
that night.

-I told you that nothing happened, okay?

Fine. Imma go.-

I deleted all the messages me and Avan had and place her phone back when I heard her opening the door.

I could say I looked nervous. I wasn't going to tell Liz about any of this, especially the pregnancy thing.

But it was kind of obvious that Avan was hiding something about the night Liz spent at his.

I feel something is happening between them and none of them wanna do anything 'cause they can't.

But I can and I will.

But for now, I just needed to make it less obvious that I was using Liz's phone.

Avan's POV

I actually told. I told Liz that Zoey pregnant.

It sorta felt weird because her reaction wasn't expected. I mean she came to terms easily.

I don't what I expected her reaction to be but this wasn't what I thought.

Maybe I was thinking that she would become sad but apparently she didn't.

Or she might did.

I mean it was texts. Even if someone else was chatting then I wouldn't have understand. Maybe she showed reactions and was broken but I couldn't see.

But I was sure it wasn't the best news to tell her specially after she told me she loves me whilst she was drunk and didn't know that she was saying.

Speaking of that, I had to be more careful.

She was suspicious and I could say by the way she kept asking if there's something I wanted to tell her.

I wanted. I wanted to tell her that she told me she loves me. And that I love her back.

This was how I planned it to be. A plan that was destroyed by Zoey's pregnancy.

I was close to break up with Zoey and ask Liz out but it didn't happen.

And for now, best thing to do was to make her walk away from me. To make her not to love me anymore.

Even if my feelings are going to last forever but at least she wouldn't break that way.

But It should've been done slowly and with plans. Because the way I'm going, I'm gonna make her more broke.

And it's possibly the reason why I decided to meet her the next day. And the way to find where she was going to be was easy.

I just needed to make a phone call.

***

It was the next morning, I woke up by the buzz of my phone's alarm.

Yesterday, I figured, Liz had to be at the set the whole day from 5 am till the next morning, 5 am.

Now that it was 10 am, I thought I better go to their set to meet her whilst they go on their lunch break.

I got out of the bed, fixing the sheets just a little to look less untidied.

Then I got into the shower and it took me a while to get out. But then after that I was out, I dried my hair and fixed it up with a comb and ended it by putting it up in a ponytail.

Since my hair is long now for the 'Tut' character I played, I always put it up except for the times I'm wearing a hat or something.

I went through my closet and wore a white simple t-shirt among with my faded jeans and a brown jacket.

It was about 11:00 am when I was done. I went to the kitchen to have something as a late late breakfast then left the house to go to Liz.

A.N/ Erm... this is going to be awkward since Avan thinks he told Liz that he made Zoey pregnant but he eventually told Ariana instead of Liz.
Drama, I say.
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