bts imagines

warning: mentions of self harm.

she silently walked down the halls, her hoodie covering her face.

"Ahh, well hello there my dear sister." a deep voice spoke up as she halted her steps. She sighed and continued looking down. "Look up and stop ignoring me you bitch."

He forced her to look up by firmly holding her chin and raising her gaze.

"You look uglier now--"

"Please. Stop." she pleaded with tears brimming her eyes. "We live in the same house namjoon. You torture me enough there and yet you still humiliate me here. Please. I've had enough."

"Had enough?" he scoffed. "Because of you mom and dad died! Because they you were too dumb to protect your self so they had to cover you up! If it wasn't for you they wouldn't have died in that fcking car crash!" he shouted at her face.

Her tears rolled down her cheeks just by remembering the past. As she tried wiping her tears, a hand then slapped her across the cheek and roughly held her cheeks. "Stop fcking crying you weakling. I wish you were the one who died." he grit his teeth as his own tears fell.

Her eyes then widened and her breathing ragged. She felt herself weakening as his words hit her. Upon realizing what he said, namjoon's eyes widened and his grip loosened. His lips parted but no words came out.

"Namjoon stop that!" Seokjin shouted, separating the both of you. Taehyung then butted in and looked at namjoon in disbelief muttering a silent, "hyung...."

But namjoon didn't mind that. He stared at you eyes. It held pain and sadness. She stared back at him before looking around only to see other students gossiping.

She then squealed and held her head in her palms as she ran out of the building, leaving the other students behind, gasping.

"Y/N!!" Taehyung shouted and glanced at namjoon with raging eyes before running after y/n. Seokjin also ran after them.

However, namjoon took the other way as he knew y/n would head home.

You

Nothing really mattered anymore. Everything was useless. There was no reason for me to live anymore.

With shaky hands, I picked up the blade I hid and slowly glided it down my arm.

"I'm useless. Nothing but a disgrace." blood oozed out as you started with another one. "Everybody hates me."

Another one. "Nobody loves me."

Another one. "Nobody would ever love me."

Another one. "I should've died! Mom and dad!" I sobbed. "You shouldn't have protected me! You should've let me die--!"

I was then cut off as two muscular arms encircled my body and took out the blade from my hand, tossing it towards the sink.

"No! Let me go! I should've died! Mom! Dad! You should've just let me die!" I thrashed and thrashed but namjoon still held me close until I calmed down.

Blood fell down the tiled floor along with my tears. "I should've just died...." I trailed off as I buried my face in namjoon's chest.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." he sobbed as he kissed the top of my head. "Please don't do that again. I'm sorry."

"I wasn't a good brother to you. I'm sorry for failing as your brother." I then looked up and raisee my shaky hand, placing my index finger on top of his lips.

"Please stop. Stop b-blaming yourself. I know y-you were just hurt. You just put it all on me. Please don't blame yourself." I stuttered, softly smiling at him.

His eyes softened as tears never stopped falling from his eyes. He then shut them closed and buried his face on my hair.

"I'm sorry...."

author.
double update because why tf not. Also, do tEll mE yOur tHoUghtS pLeasE because i really want to know if i made you cry or if it was okay or if it was good or smth. also, don't forget to vote, love lots♡