I often think about what happened over the past years, at only 17 my life changed in one night.
"What is this?" Odell yelled in my face pointing at his phone. I looked and read it, "I'm sorry.. it's just." I started.
"You just what Mariana? Lied t...
I woke up checking my phone Odell had a very strong grip around my waist . I turn to face him and kissed him his eyes opened and he kissed back. "Goodmorning Babe." Odell says breaking the kiss. "Goodmorning baby." I said, I stand up going to take a shower then remembered that I was naked. I hurry and wrap the cover around me. "babygirl I already saw it.... you've been sleep ever since yesterday." Odell stated. I laugh "Yes you put it down Babe ."I say in a ghetto voice. I walk into the bathroom getting into the shower then putting on my clothes, and putting my dirty outfit back into the bag.
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I walk out to see Odell fumbling with my phone. "what are you doing O? "I asked. "Nothing it's just your phone kept ringing so I thought I should turn it down for you." He says. "ohhh "I jump on the bed. "So I'm going back in one week. " he states and I become very sad. "Where will that leave us baby?"I asked him. "THE same place Mariana we'll just have to facetime and talk on the phone." Odell says reaching for my hand. I smile and it soon falls to a frown. Odell will be seeing all these different bitches and he's going to forget about me I know he will. Odell lift me you into his lap. "Come on let's not think about that..." He says kissing the back of my neck. I nodded my head okay and then my phone rings . I walk into the bathroom before answering the phone. "Hello?" I said into the phone. "Mariana where are you?"questions an angry Kevin from the other end. "Im out with a friend Kevin."I say back just as angry, he's really starting to pissed me off. "What friend Mariana? What friend because Corie is out of town ?" Kevin asked once again yelling through the phone. "I've been at Riyah house all last night, If you must know and right now were at the mall." I say back. "I'll tell you what when you get home from hanging with Riyah you're never leaving this house again." Kevin yells and then the line goes blank. I then text Riyah
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I walk back out to see O eating what. "Are you going to share?'' I asked Odell looked up. "Umm no ... there go your plate." He pointed to a plate and I picked it up.
30 mins. later
Riyah texted me telling me she was outside. I got up and walked to Odell kissing him then walking out.
I opened the door to see Lauren standing there.
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(I think this is his actual girlfriend, saw it on instagram)
"Hello is Odell here ?" Lauren asked. "Yes ." I say to her and she eyed me hella hard but I play it off with a smile. "Odell!!!" I yell. "Yes " He comes running in but stops when he sees Lauren. "Wassup what are you doing here?" He asked her . "I had a photo shoot in town...whose she?" Lauren asked Odell cutting her eyes at me. "Just a friend." Odell says and my heart broke into two piece. "Well your just a friend is leaving motherfucker. Call me when you start telling people the truth Odell!"I yelled in his face before walking out. Its crazy how I can fall in love with someone in only a week but it was well worth it. I get into Riyah car and she pulls off the whole ride was silent mostly. "So who were you really with all last night?" Riyah asked . "If I tell ...you can't tell no one"I said and Riyah nodded her head . "Deal. " she says. "OBJ aka my boyfriend. "I said Riyah yells at the top of her lungs. "You're lying " she says. "I wish I was. "I say lowly. "What?" Riyah asked trying to find out what I was saying. "Nothing... but I can see this as a good friendship if you can keep my secret." I say. "Ok can I meet him?" she asked. "yes." I say and the rest of the ride was silent.
(At home) "So what dad if I was with mom, and went to go stay at a friend from up the street house she wouldn't care!!!'' I said while walking to the stairs. "So what you live with me now and there will be no more of you leaving the house with out you telling me where you're going!!" Kevin yells at me I turn around on the stairs. "I didn't ask to live with my gay father and his male lover if I had it my way I would be with mom....Because there was a point in time you left us by ourselves, just me and mom to raise the twins while you found yourself!!!!!!All I think you did was find yourself in a male butt hole and enjoying it!!!'' I yelled with so much hate walking up the stair. ''Mariana lets talk about this i didnt know thats how you felt honey ." Kevin says "Is that how the twin see me to?" He asked . "Fuck you!!! and I wish I had the guts to tell them that dad is a fag."I yell down the stairs finally reaching my room. I pulled out my phone to see I had a message from Odell.
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