A Lucky Cinderella ??

I'm so fucking nervous to meet him after month not seeing him. Last time I looked at mirror on my outifit and I looked cute and sexy. I took uber to the beach and there were nobody. I remember our first date in Disneyland and realized that we are almost one year together. I love this ocean wind soft but cold. I saw only candles leading to somewhere. I walked 3 minutes and I saw table, someone who played a violin and him in suit. He was so nervous like me
-„Hi Zac"-I said coldly
-„Hi Maddie... Um... these roses are for you"-he gave me next bouquet of roses and he waited for my reaction
-„Thank you, they're beautiful"-I smiled weak
-„Maybe we could sit down"-he moved chair away and I sat down. He had wine and I had beer like always
-„We should talk Zac..."-I said
-„You're right... I'm sorry I didn't call you back all month I was really busy and tired. You're in my mind Maddie, always... every second I'm thinking what are you doing, how are you feeling. I love you so fucking much, you don't know how big is love for you. All roses in home, this romantic evening is for you, please forgive me"-he said holding my hand
-„How do you explain situation from Monday? This is your job ? Drinking with other girl specially with your ex?"-I said with sarcasm
-„I admit that I was drunk... All weekend we worked and we wanted celebrate free day. I know that was wrong and I'm sorry"-he said
-„Did you slept with her?"-I asked
-„What?"
-„I asked you something"-I said
-„No, I swear for God I didn't sleep with her and another girl, because you're the only girl in my life"-he said and I believed him
-„Okay... and why did you not call me after when I told you I got job?"-I asked
-„I was mad at you"
-„For what?"
-„I saw photos from Monday ; you, Brittany and Joe Keery. How did you meet him?"
-„Me and the Brittany were on the club and she saw him, he doesn't know who I am you know why? Because I respect you and our relationship and if you want to know I didn't slept with him. I went out from there ealier than Brittany"-I said
-„ I believe you, because you couldn't hurt anybody and I'm sorry I hurt you I promise you I will better boyfriend than anyone my princess"-he said
-„I love you Zac so much, I can't live without you"-I said crying
-„Baby don't cry, it will only one month okay?"-he said
-„Only one fucking month... That will hard"-I said
-„Yeah, for me too but enjoy this night"-he said
-„How long will you stay here?"-I asked
-„On Sunday I have to back there"-he said
-„Really?! That's great that I can have you on myself"-I said
-„You're having me by yourself, always and promise me that nobody can change it, okay?"-he asked me looking into my eyes, deeply
-„I promise"-I said and he took my hand and we danced all night