The life of a sociopath- a Sherlock x Reader x Moriarty fanfic

"Y/n? What happened? please tell me" he said trying to place a hand on your arm but you couldn't help but pull away. "I-i'm sorry it was just a bad dream that's all," you said laying back down hoping the pain would subside a bit. "Why- why did you flinch?" He said looking hurt aware that he should probably refrain from similar actions. "It's just you started acting like Moriarty that's all, I promise you it's fine," you said reaching out to hold his hand this time it was him who backed away. "Why- why was i acting like him? You know I would never do that to you ever" he said his voice almost breaking. "I'm not sure you just got angry at what he did and vowed that you would kill him and you started calling me the nickname he called me it was just a mess. Can we please talk about something else?" You said reaching for his hand again wincing as a sharp pain panged through your stomach. He took your hand with a faint smile. "Okay." He said holding your hand tighter, "just remember I would never ever do something as he would to you. I'm not a monster, he is." He said anger seeping into the comment. You laid your head back and tried to drift back off to sleep with the absence of nightmares. But what you got was much worse. Something you thought you ditched a long time ago. Something that you wanted rid of instantly. Him.