First everything sequel// Zach Herron

"How are you." Zach asked while wrapping his arms around me.

"We lost our baby how could we lose our baby-."

"We didn't lose him he's always gonna be in our hearts some things just don't go how we planned." Zach whispered while kissing the top of my head.

"We just had to put our only child in the ground." I cried laying my head on his chest.

"Hey baby we can alway-."

"I'm done trying Zach first our wedding with our supposed to be first baby then you now our baby our sweet baby I can't take losing anything else." I cried. Zach rocked me in his arms rubbing my back. "It's to much everything hurts and aches there's to much shit I can't take it."

"Okay." Zach whispered with tears pooling in his eyes. "You know I love you baby."

"I love you too." I whispered while wiping my tears away. "Life is so unfair."

"Yeah I know baby." He whispered hugging me tighter. "I know."

I hate seeing or hearing Zach cry it breaks my heart. Even after everything I still love him. Maybe it's because he was my first and I don't want to let go of that but I truly love him and I always will even if it doesn't work out between us.

"Do you think we should take a break for a bit with everything going on." Zach asked.

"How could you ask that Zach no of course not why-."

"I'm sorry-."

"No why do you think now would be the time for a break so you can get away with sleeping with another girl no got do you not have a heart." I scoffed while getting out of bed. "You're a dick after everything you have the audacity to ask me that."

"I-I'm Sorry-."

"Fuck you Zachary."  I scoffed while grabbing my shoes and walking out of the room.

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"I'm gonna kill him that's it." Jonah growled while I sat on the couch with a cup of coffee in my hands.

"Jo-."

"No I'm tired of you getting hurt after everything you two have been through how much has been said no I've seen you hurt in ever single way and I'm tired of it in repeat." Jonah stated while looking at me.

"Jonah not tonight." Corbyn's sighed watching tears fall down my face with no emotion. I'm pissed I'm sad I'm confused I'm heartbroken. "Hey Emily go get some sleep okay."

"I can't sleep in that room." I mumbled while looking at my coffee.

"You can sleep in my room Alright I'll bunk with Corbyn." Daniel sighed while rubbing my back. "You need sleep."

"Thank you guys." I whispered sitting my cup down on the coffee table. The guys gave me a hug and I walked upstairs to Daniels room.

I laid down in his bed taking a deep breath not wanting to break down. Zach and I have been fighting nonstop for the past five months. Jaxon got sick really sick and didn't make it through. Neither of us have been the same since he cheated or since we lost Jaxon last month. We're married for gods sakes why can't he understand how much he means to me.

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My eyelids slowly opened hearing yelling. More like screaming from downstairs. I stood up and walked out of the room just to get pushed back in the room by Daniel.

"Don't go downstairs-."

"Dani please." I asked. He shook his head no and walked out of the room closing the door behind him. I sat back down on the bed putting my head in my hands.