My Addiction

Lai's pov:

My alarm for school went off five minutes ago and Lord knows I don't wanna get out of this damn bed just to go hear some grown ass women complain about a job she choose. Hell all my teacher annoying  and the don't know-how to talk to us teenagers with respect they just want us to take everything they say to us and not say shit. And I know I'm suppose to respect my elders but some of them be doing to much and they be down bad disrespectful. Like they don't understand how school is way different from when they were in school hell back in the day y'all didn't have to wear uniforms and have 28 credits to graduate. Y'all didn't have teacher who talk about you to there co-workers or tell everybody your failing grades. The generation we live in is horrible nobody's safe honestly.

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While flat ironing my hair I decided to listen to a little music to keep me busy. My moma said we leaving in 20 minutes so that's was enough time to finish my hair and eat me a couple snacks. Lord I really don't feel like going to school today maybe I should tell moma I'm sick or that my stomach hurts. Honestly I feel like school is stressing me the hell out. My damn hair ain't even did and I feel like crying because I always keep my hair did. Yes im the type of girl that cry's about getting my hair did. Sliding in my earphones I turned to my favorite song of the year "Free" by Perri Jones. Demya put me on that song and every since I been listening to it every morning.

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Kam was supposed to come see my tonight I mean hopefully he does because I miss my baby. See we a secret & the funny thing about it is that he has a girlfriend and she know we be fooling around I just figured she wanna look dumb as well as me .Yes I know he got a girlfriend no that's not my nigga yes I find him attractive.  I know I look dumb about this boy and it's not just sex I mean he treats me better then anybody. Just to answer y'all questions cause y'all people fucking nosey. Like mind your business.I mean his girl knows about me as well she can leave but I'm not hell idc that's my nigga. People be saying big girls don't have a chance with anyone but I'm a pretty girl hell I can have any nigga I want to be honest. Saying you don't like big girls as a nigga is just like saying you don't like dark skins. But niggas are dumb and stupid.
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