AWSTEN KNIGHT DDMS

Age 15

Y/N Runs away.

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Y/N regret a lot of things but there is this one she regretted the most. She wished she had never fought him, she wished she'd never stay up late till he slept. She wished she had never left. Everything was all a blur, they had an argument one night which resulted in her locking herself in her room. She frantically paced the room back and forth, looking back at it now she doesn't even know why she was mad. Her father was upset and that hurt her a lot. She saw all his tweets, he desperately wanted to find her.

It's been a month since she left. Y/N never thought she'd managed to survive for this long. Luckily for her, she had a hundred dollars in her wallet. She hid her face wherever she went for the fear of being seen from friends, fans, and family. She slept on the streets major downgrade from sleeping in her own bed. She was sad, she didn't mean to run away. Y/N wanted to go back, but she couldn't, she was too ashamed. She didn't mean to drag it for so long, the days turned into weeks and weeks turned into a month. Y/N had hurt her father she could never doubt that.

Awsten desperately wanted to find her. He did everything he could to find her. But she never came. He goes to her room every day, hoping he would open the door she would be there safe and sound. He missed her so much, he had to cancel everything just to find her. Awsten regretted that night, he regretted shouting, getting mad, just everything. Awsten wanted his little girl back, he pushed everything away as a result. Geoff and Otto check in now and then, it was upsetting them that their best friend was in this kind of state. It hurt them to know what Awsten wasn't even feeding himself properly. It seems as though he had given up on everything.

Y/N went to the cheapest restaurant she could find, McDonald's. She lived off the dollar menu. At this point her money was running low, this was the last meal she could properly afford after that she didn't know what else. She got a seat, ordered, then ate. The surrounding people didn't seem to care, she was just like any other person nothing special. She hadn't bathed in weeks, her clothing noticeably dirty, more or less she looked homeless. Y/N diffed off, as she ate her food she heard familiar voices.

Y/N's POV

"Alright, alright, what should we get him,"

"I don't know,"

"Then why the fuck are we here,"

"I don't know! This was the first place you pulled over,"

I froze in place. I slowly stood up, hoping they wouldn't look back and see me. I quickly got out to the door and opened it. God, why is it so hot? I felt like crying, I was panting and sweat started to drip off. I turned to my left and I saw the car. I walked closer, then I saw my reflection. I look disgusting. Past my reflection, I saw someone else. A man with bright green hair could be seen over the tinted glass, he was looking at me. He recognized me, of course, he did. I slowly stepped back and as I did that I could see him shaking his head mouthing "No" Tears were silently falling. In a pure panic, I suddenly ran once again. He opened the car door and shouted for me to stop, his voice sounded desperate it hurt a lot. I ran in a straight line then took a left. I ended up in a park it was empty and quiet. I paused to look back, no one was there. I sat on the top of the monkey bars as I cried once again. Why did I run? I should have just gone to him, why didn't I do that? Why am I so scared. I guess I was ashamed, I'm a heavy burden to everyone so why should I even show myself?

Awsten's POV

"STOP!" I cried out.

It was her, it was actually her, and I let her slip away again. I saw her crying and she saw me. Her face whitened, but I saw it in her eyes she wanted to see me. But why did she run? She knows I would never hurt her, I just want her back and safe with me. It's the only thing I want right now. If she was here I'd tell her that I love her, that I'll be there for her, that against all odds I'll be there for her. I wanted her to know I'm not mad at her all I want is to have her back. It was so frustrating no matter how hard I try she is not here.

"Awsten! What's up!?" Otto came running.

"I-I saw Y/N," My voice broke.

Otto's eyes widened then nodded. He frantically went back inside to grab Geoff. They both hurried back in the car.

"Are you sure that was her?" Geoff asked.

"Yes!" My leg bounced.

I told them where she started running. Geoff started driving faster as I hope this time I can have her back. He drove fast as if it was life or death.

"It's okay this time we will find her," Geoff says reassuringly.

We soon spotted her, sitting. She was in this old park, we were lucky that we didn't miss this spot. We almost did. She took notice but this time she didn't seem to budge. Of course, I felt relieved but it also broke my heart, she was hurt of course as a parent you would want to see that. I got out of the car and ran. My heart raced, hoping this wasn't a dream - that it was actually her.

"Y/N..."

She got down and looked at me then look down avoiding eye contact. I smiled, she was right here standing. Nothing didn't matter anymore, I pulled her with the tightest hug. She started crying, her legs gave out.

"I'm sorry..." She said over and over again.

"It's okay... I'm here now... Jellybean,"

She cried harder knowing I hadn't used that nickname in a long time.

"I-I didn't mean to do it... I wanted to go back... I wanted to tweet... I wanted to call... I was ashamed,"

"Why?" I asked, quite surprised.

She told me she didn't want to hurt me. She couldn't take the fact that I was upset because of her. Y/N told me she thought of going back every day, but couldn't. She was too scared to show herself when something like that had happened.

"I'm not mad at you," I Said slowly.

I held her tightly. I don't want to lose her. She didn't want to let go either. I let her to the car with the two boys standing out. They had light smiles and she ran to hug them. We went in the car she sat beside me with her head resting on my shoulder. I hummed a little tune as she started to fall asleep.

Geoff and Otto decided to sleep at our place. The next morning I woke up and stopped by her door. I slowly opened the door and there she was. She was asleep and finally safe with me.