Worst friends | choi beomgyu

kyla p.o.v:

I opened my eyes due to the annoying sound of the alarm I carefully set the night before, even though I am not the biggest school enthusiast I don't want to be late, it would be really awkward to have the whole class looking at you, knowing myself I'd trip and make it worst on the embarassement level. A month has passed since the Yeonjun and Daeyeon incident, since then she has been royally ignoring Yeonjun (who's really depressed by this situation by the way) and hanging out with Choi Soobin , rather than me, her actual best friend, I lightly rubbed my hair, confused because I remember hearing soft sobs at three am, normally I should have checked but sleep deprived Kyla doesn't have the control over herself at all, I quickly changed into my clothes and ran downstairs, sitting at the table with my family, between my blood sister Jisu and Yeonjun, originally it was Jisu's place but she begged me to switch with her without revealing any reasons.

"Mom, did you stay up all night watching  sad movies yesterday? I asked.

"No honey, I was really tired yesterday, why?" She furrowed an eyebrow.

"Oh... I thought I heard someone crying." I said

"None was crying Kyla, you just imagined it." Jisu blurted out.

"Oh."

Jisu quickly exited the table, grabbed her bag and stormed out of the house like there's no tomorrow. I wonder what's wrong with this kid, my relationship with my younger sister has always been perfect, but now  she seems so... off, she  doesn't interact much with me , let alone Yeonjun, she's been staying away from him like he was a dangerous disease. I am really concerned about her, I hope she isn't depressed or something like that, oh mom, you gave birth to two unlucky young girls.

I grabbed my bag and started heading to school too, not bothering to wait for Yeonjun because that guy spends more time getting ready than a bride. I noticed I stepped on a piece of lilac folded paper, I think it fell from Jisu's bag, I opened it and read it.

"If only my words could reach you ..."

What is that? what does this even mean? I cautiously put the papper in my bag, planning to investigate on it later.

"Good morning to the least pretty girl in our school" Beomgyu said.

He was standing near my house's entrance.

" Bad morning Bratgyu" I annoyingly responded. "If you're waiting for Yeonjun, he's not ready yet." I added.

"Actually I wanted to go to school with you." He said with a serious tone in his voice.

" I don't want to go with you though..."

"You're so mean Kyla..." He pouted.

"I'm gonna follow you anyway." He said hopping happily near me.

" What a stalker." I rolled my eyes.

" Will you ever like me, even a little bit?" He asked.

I looked at him in panic mode.

" I mean as a friend!" He yelled.

" I don't know... maybe..." I mumbled.

"Does that mean there's hope?" He looked at me with dreamy eyes.

"Uh, go away Beomgyu" I pushed him a little bit.

"I'll take that as a yes."He clapped his hands together like a little baby.

When we reached school, Daeyeon jumped on me and hugged me tighly, her signiature greeting, and then started to tell about the news and everything she judges "important" for me to know.

"Did you hear about the secrets teller? She asked.

"Nope, what is that?" 

"it's an anonymous  account run by some stupid human being, apparently, this person asks the students to do random tasks, or else she"ll reveal their secrets on the account." Dayeon explained.

"What the hell that's bullying!" I yelled, disgusted.

"I know right, Kyky, by the way, I saw Jisu with Kai a couple of minutes before you arrived, she seemed so anxious, and Kai was desperately trying to calm her down." 

Kai was my younger sister's best friend.

" Really?" I stuttered, starting to get really scared by my sister's behavior.

" Yeah, but don't worry, she must be freaking out about an exam or something." 

" Yeah, you're probably right..." I said, still not fully convinced.

Yeonjun and Beomgyu arrived near us, and Daeyeon quickly ran away, shaking her hand in a gesture that means see you in class.

"She hates me right." Yeonjun said  looking miserabely at the floor.

"The floor isn't the cause of your sadness, why looking at it as if it was? I laughed nervously.

Yeonjun walked away, looking like a robot, Beomgyu on the other hand looked at me with a sad look plastered on his face.

"You use sarcasm as a coping mechanism, right?" He said.

"Uh, no?" 

he followed Yeonjun without saying a word, what's up with everyone leaving me behind today?

I race walked to my class, not wanting to arrive after the bell.

I spent my day alone, because my three friends were apparently all too busy dealing with teenager's weird feelings to remember my existence, wait, did I just call Beomgyu my friend?

I walked back the way to my house alone, listening to my recently made playlist, it was windy but pleasant, in moments like this I miss my dad, what could he be doing right now, I haven't seen him for a very long time, everyone keeps telling me to forget about him because he was a bad father because he dissapeared out of the blue, leaving his family alone. but I can't get myself to hate him, I don't know why, once someone promised me that we would search for him together, it made me so happy back then, but thinking about it now, it hurts so much beause I cut ties with that person too, without mentionning my innability to forget him... 

I went inside my house, noticing it was empty from the lack of sound, I threw my bag and stretched my arms, until I heard the soft sobs from last night, I tip toed my way upstairs, noticing that Jisu's room was slightly ajar, I peeked inside and screamed from the shock.