Drown me slowly

WARNING: THIS WILL CONTAIN MENTION OF RAPE SO YOU DON'T LIKE THEN YOU SHOULDN'T READ THIS

The rest of the day passed by fast he was happy and that's how the rest of the week went, but when in Orochimaru's class. He felt his eyes on him, and  was nervous the whole class, and that continue for the rest of the week.

He was really happy but today that all changed before he left, Orochimaru stoped him. He told him he wanted to have a tutor session, and knew he couldn't say no so he agreed. He tried to forget about it.

Then the end of the day came, he was really nervous, scared. He told everyone he had something he needed to do, and they nodded and shisui offered to wait up for him. No matter how much he said no, he agreed to wait so they can head home.

So itachi was walking to the snakes classroom, his heartbeat picking up with each step. He was scared, he was back to seeing the face of the guy who torches him.

He reaches the door and shakily knocks on the door, the door opens and he gives him a friendly smile.

" Itachi, it's so nice to see you. Come in "

Itachi walks in he hears him lock the door, and feels him walk behind him. He grabs his poneytail and pulls it back, he whines.

" What the fuck do you think you're doing?, Having another man touching you. I'm the only one who's allowed to touch "

He pushes him against the wall, itachi is shaking knowing he's angry, and that never ended well. He feels him pull down his pants and boxers, and felt one of his hands grip his cheek.

He shakes more as he feels his hot breath on the back of his neck. He licks the shell of his ear, and he shakes more. He hears the sound of his button and zipper unbutton and zip, and sound of clothes coming off.

Suddenly he thrust into him without warning, he placed a hand over his mouth so he couldn't scream. His scream was muffled and tears cover his vision.

He moves into him deep and hard, he then walks over to the desk and bend him over. He has a hand in his hair, he grips his locks and push his head against the desk.

" You're mine no one else's, no one could ever touch you like me. You're so fucken useless, all your good for is being fucked by me. You know your parents would still be alive if it wasn't for you "

Itachi tried not to scream out in pain, he knew he was only trying to fill his head with lies. It wasn't his fault his parents died, no one knew the car was coming.

" If only you didn't insist on going out to get dangos, your parents will still be here "

' lies '

It was it wasn't his fault, yes he the one who wanted dangos that day. But it wasn't his fault, no one saw the car and when itachi screamed, it was already too late.

" It's your fault there dead, if it wasn't for you your brother would of grown up with his mother and father. He could of been happy, but look at him. Unhappy, hating you because you caused it "

' no that's lies, his brother loves him dearly '

' you really think he loves you, please '

' yeah he hates you, everyone does. You really think hidan and them actually like you '

' yeah, especially shisui he doesn't love you. He just wants to use you, and throw you aside '

His head filled up with these nasty thoughts, he cried trying not to make a sound. Orochimaru smirks knowing he got to him, and was satisfied.

After what felt like forever he came, deep inside of him. Itachi was shaking badly and was a mess, and he pulls out of him.

He pulls up his pants and boxers, Orochimaru lift up his chin and he looks into those cold Black eyes.

" I'm the only one allowed to touch you like this, understood "

He nods his head and he smirks, knowing he got him in place the way he likes.

" Good, now go you disgust me "

Itachi walks out of class and went into the restroom, and looked at himself. Tears running down his face and eyes red from crying, and his hair was a bit messy.

He splashes water on his and fixes his hair up a bit. His phone rang he looked and saw it was shisui.

From: shisui 😥😌

To: itachi 🍡🍡

Hey, you done yet?

He takes a deep breath and calms down, he made sure he was calm before he went to reply.

To: shisui😥😌

From: itachi 🍡🍡

Yeah, I'm heading to the car now

From: shisui 😥😌

To: itachi 🍡🍡

Okay

Itachi grabs his bag and began to walk to where shisui was parked, as he did. He couldn't stop but think about what Orochimaru said, the voices in his head agreed with him.

He couldn't help but agree with them too, he was lost in thoughts he didn't even realize he was already by the car.

" Itachi "

Itachi snaps out and looks at him, seeing he was in front of shisui and he looked at him confused.

" Hey you listen? "

Sorry, I was thinking about a project I need to do

" Oh, well come on let's head home "

They get in the car and start to head home, shisui talking the whole way. But itachi didn't pay attention as he was lost in thoughts. When they got home itachi headed towards his room, and stayed there all day.

Shisui got a bit worry, wondering what was happening. Just this morning he was fine, but now he didn't want to talk to him or anything.

He knocks on his door what felt like the thousand time.

" Itachi, I just want to know you're okay "

But receives no answer and he sighs, he looks at the calendar. He saw it was the day before the accident, and thought maybe that's why he's acting like this.

" I just want to help you itachi....."

On the other side of the door, itachi layed in bed in a ball. Hand over his mouth trying to not let out his sobs, as he cried.

' it's all my fault, it always was my fault '