The promise of love (Niley)

POV Miley

I wake up by feeling a hand touching my head softly. I see Cody sitting on the bed, "good morning angel" he says. "Morning" I replay with a sleepy voice. Cody smiles at me, "I made breakfast for you, if you get to the kitchen we can eat together" he tells me, and he stands up "I'm downstairs" he says and he walks out of the room.

I sit up and stretch myself, it was a short night of sleep and I remember watching at the picture of Nick. I take a deep breath and get out of the bed, as I put on clothes the alarm if my phone rings, I totally forgot to set it of when I got out of bed.

I walk to the phone and turn the alarm of, I check some WhatsApp messages I got and check my E-mail. After I checked it I open Instagram, as I open it I remember my message to Joe. I sit down on the side of my bed and open direct messages. I see that Joe responded and I read the things he had send.

Joe:
"Hi, I'm glad you send something! Seeing you care about him means a lot to me (and I think to the others too). Missing him gets harder everyday..."

As i read it my heart beat is going up, does Joe mean they are giving up?, they can't.. Nick is somewhere for sure!
I look back at the screen.

Joe:
"Miles.. Nick loved you more than anything, I want you to know that."

I read the last message a time or ten.. Nick and I once made a promise, 'the promise of love', we promised to love each until the end, just friendly love. We decided that love always have to be there between us, for ever. I hate it that the last contact we had was a discussion, I don't want to have little fights with him, it is the opposite from our love promise.

I've always been wondering if Nick still remembers it, if he still knows that we have it, our own special thing where no one knows about. I wish I could ask him, but he disappeared... I read Joe's message once again and start typing.

Miley:
"I love him too... more than anyone could know."

I get emotional when I write it and send it after some time. I take a deep breath, stand up and go downstairs to eat breakfast.

Cody already started as I sit down at the table. I take the newspaper that's lying at the table and open it. Watching straight at Nick's face, I read the line above it and close the paper. I take my phone as Cody looks confused "You are not gonna read that?" he asks. "No" I reply "i know enough." I watch at my phone and scroll further.

"Why is your face turning pale? And what are you doing?" Cody asks, I'm not looking up "scrolling for a good picture" I answer his question while I'm focussing on the photo's.

I save one and go to Instagram, I upload the photo of Nick and me when we were teens.. as caption i post "I look up at the stars, Hoping you're doing the same"

I post the picture and turn my phone of. Cody is looking at me with fronted brows, I look at him and turn my face, "it's difficult okey." I say it a little bluntly. Cody looks at me, "what?" He says. I stay quite, and stand up from the chair.

I take my jacket and walk out of the door and go sit in my car. I let my head rest on the driving-wheel... "They Fucking Don't Care!" I scream. Just letting all the emotions go.

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POV Nick

I look trough the window to a dark black cloud in the sky. Rain is falling down in New York.

I don't know how late it is, but I just got out of bed after a long night thinking about the last months and even the last view years.

Priyanka and I broke up after we had a lot of fights. It weren't just fights, it were real fights. Priyanka would trow objects on the ground and she'd scream louder and louder every time and she always said that I did something wrong. I loved her and stayed, until the one night that she trew a book to my back, a big book that always laid on the cafe-table of our home.
The next morning I told her I was done with it and somehow she managed to place me out of the house with nothing.. at least I was gone away from her.

Priyanka brought it out to the press and told them I abused her. A lie, she was the one throwing things everywhere. When the story was on internet people were reaching out, mad at me but they only knew the lie. I felt like I couldn't go anywhere and now I'm hiding in a small apartment. I don't wanna be around my friends, not even my brothers, I just wanna be alone. I've turned all my internet off and just be in silence for a little time.

Now I'm in this small, dark, one room apartment, just a little kitchen, a couch, a bathroom and a bedroom with a single bed. I'm totally fine with it, I have my guitar and I have a notebook to write and that's all I need. After I was done sobbing from the breakup, wel kind of, I wrote a lot of songs here. The last view weeks are just my therapy.

I notice the news paper on the mat at the door, I walk to it and pick it up. I see a picture of me at the front page.. "Kevin and Joe Jonas organise a benefit concert for fans to remember their brother Nick Jonas" My heart skips a beat by reading it, knowing that they miss me, but I can't just show up.. I don't want to. People are gonna say I'm crazy, people are gonna blame me for leaving Priyanka because I couldn't handle it... I'm just better of here, alone.

I trow the Newspaper on a pile of papers in the corner and pic up my guitar, I start playing some old Jonas Brothers songs, just the classics.. the ones that I love, the ones with a meaning.

I try to focus on the songs but I'm thinking of the article in the paper. I stop playing the guitar and lay it on the bed. I take the paper and look at it...

"Kevin and Joe Jonas organise a benefit concert for fans to remember their brother Nick Jonas." I take a deep breath and start reading.

Kevin Jonas and Joe Jonas have told the press that they wanna remember their little brother with a concert. Kevin says; "Missing Nick is horrible and it's still unbelievable to know he's away for 2 and a half week now" ... "if nick would have seen anything on social media or in the newspapers, he would have called at least one of our family members" Joe shares. Kevin Follows; "It's hard to say but we wanna give him the best goodbye ever, and wanna do this with his fans who cared about him for so long. We are gonna try to have lots of friends of Nick and good artists to make a great benefit for him."

I read it, they are giving up on me?it doesn't even surprise me.. it makes me kind of sad, but just because I love them. My brothers giving up on me...

But I got away because the press said that I was a bad man for Priyanka and I was to heartbroken to get in the spotlights. Staying away is hard, but seeing that everyone is giving up is what I kind of wanted.. after this I change my name and make a new start.

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Wrote: January 15 , 2020

Hahaha guysss, i wrote the part of Miley posting A TrowBack picture before Miley really posted one on instagram at januari 17th (wrote; Jan 17th)

SORRY for the long wait, I'm very busy with school and stuff (wrote: February 25th)

Okey so now in March this story seems stupid, which person would ever go in Quarantaine ('cause that's practically it) on purpose? It's so boring! (Wrote: March 21st)