How I Love You. [EDITING]

Grace hugged him and started to cry lightly herself. Harry wouldn't have been able to explain this feeling. This feeling of bliss, the feeling of being reunited with someone you would never really be able to see; or so he thought. "I love you," Grace said.

"I love you too," Harry hadn't questioned her presence, he knew it wasn't a dream. He knew that everything was real, this is something he would have done if he had left Grace on earth. Harry snuggled down, retracted the bed down, and cuddled into Grace without any questions to be asked. Just being together was enough.

THE AFTERMATH [6 months later]

Time was ticking, Harry and Zayn sat side by side in front of Dr.Headington,the Physcologist's, desk.

Both boys have been tear stained for the past hour or so.

Harry slouched staring straight at his sweaty palms and tugging; playing with the beanie that he ripped off his head during the break down, leg shaking, still hiccuping from the constant crying, and waiting for some words to come out of Dr.Headington's mouth.

Zayn was staring straight at the wall with his golden orbs and he was zoning out. His quiff wasn't done, his hair was flat, he couldn't seem to get over what had happened. He didn't shave much anymore, he just couldn't put himself to do it.

His left elbow was stabilized on the chair's arm and he bit his nails. He scratched his black denim skinny jeans, and suddenly he felt a cold presence wrap around him, a feminine one,the one presence that he loved being around,the one that would always relax him, and then his angel spoke.

"Zaynie, you have to move on and continue to love me in your heart...It's been 6 months,baby. I love you." Grace whispered into his ear and kissed his right cheek.

He then croaked out "I'll always love you Grace..." Zayn released some tears.

Zayn stood up and walked out the door and harshly, but quietly said "Break time,"

Harry snapped his head back and watched Zayn walk out of the room. Harry lifted himself up and cracked his back. He smiled down at Dr.Headington and walked out the same door as Zayn. He walked down the hall to meet up with a dark featured boy who was recovering from the annoyance of being here at the therapists.

Harry hugged Zayn tightly, Zayn was holding a plastic cup filled with cold water. A bit dropped to the floor and Zayn hugged lightly back. A bit tense from not giving much hugs lately. "Hey, be careful...my cup dripped Styles."

"I lwad u." Harry said muffled.

"What?" Zayn asked.

"I love you," Harry said and looked up to meet Zayn's eye's.

"I lo..." Zayn started. He hasn't said this to anyone in a long time. "Lo-"

"love you." Harry said to finish his sentence.

"too." Zayn said quietly. Harry nodded and cuddled into the hug, it was a jumpstart to their friendship again. Hopefully for many years, but even a lifetime would be nice. About two minutes later the boys shuffled back into the room to meet up again and with Dr.Headington and the frames of family around.

"I saw that," Dr.Headington said.

"What?" Zayn asked with his deep accent, a bit of happiness again was sparked there.

"You know what I saw, I think we're done here. You Zarry Stylik are one again." Dr.Headington smiled at his stupid little joke that he figured out. The boys laughed and Harry said.

"I see what you did there, Doctor!" They all chuckled and that was the final straw. It was it, everything was done for. Grace was gone ,but there was still the friendship and memories behind Zayn and Harry. Zayn and Harry would work together to keep Grace alive, not only her ,but her story as well.

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The boys were finally back on the road and they went to an interview close by.  

"This is a question for Harry and Zayn, what are your thoughts on losing Grace?" Sadie Chandler the interviewer asked.

Harry cleared his throat and said "It's sad, to think about how important someone was to you...To notice that they're not there anymore,"

Zayn jumped in "The fact that you can't hold them in your arms, you can't tell them you love them then hear them say 'I love you too,' "

"When you had grown into the person you are because of this person. How they changed you for the better. Grace was my first real bestfriend, my first love, my first kiss, my first everything."

"She is my everything," Zayn choked out, emphasising the 'is'.

Sadie then shot a question at Zayn. "And Zayn is her death what led you to doing that possession of marajuana?"

"Yes, I needed her."

"Harry, we heard you had landed yourself in the hospital,"

"Yes," Harry said.

"What was your condition," Sadie asked.

"Severe physical conditions, I broke my right arm, fractured my left wrist, and broke some ribs ,but that was months ago. I was also in the hospital for a couple weeks when they claimed I had a severe case of depression, Zayn and I weren't on the best grounds still," Harry stated.

"Do you consider Grace your last love Harry?"

"No, only my first, because Avery has been here from the beginning."

"Okay, well that all we have for today. I'm Sadie Chandler and this is Pronto Newz. Stay tuned for Cher Lloyd's performance of 'Want U Back,' when we come back." Sadie winked at the camera and then got up to shake the boy's hands.

(1993-2012)

Grace Beverly Grey.

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In loving memory of Sadie Williams. x

Mother, Grandmother, and Great Grandmother.

A beautiful woman I never got to talk to deeply, but when I saw her at my bestfriend's house in the kitchen sitting, I remember saying Hi, and always recieving a beautiful smile. I've heard great things about you Sadie, not only were you wise, but you have a lot to pass on to your family. Haley has much more to tell me, I promise i'll listen. Stay cool girlfriend, I bet you're soaking up the sun up there! ;D