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Fifty-Three: One day yes, not now

Other than his fingers rubbing my clit, making me feel things that made me gasp with pleasure I felt his hardness rubbing against the wetness of my entrance and all I could thing about was how it would feel to feel him slide inside. My breathing quickened as I grinded on his lap while his hand send me to heaven, rubbing and drawing circles on the spot that could make me come any minute. His breathing started to become heavy the moment I started moving my hips against him, feeling his hardness between the wetness that was only there for him.

His arm around my waist slid up, his hand now cupping one of my breasts as his other hand kept pushing me closer to an orgasm. With one of my hands I reached back putting it in his neck as he kept kissing mine. With my other hand, unable to hold back any longer, I reached down, grabbing the base of his hardness, a deep groan coming from the back of his throat as I did so. "I want you Lukas, I want you now." I almost begged him to have me as I pushed my hips up while rubbing his hard on further between my legs, almost sliding him inside, squeezing my eyes to stop myself in time.

"I know you want to. Fuck I want it too, it feels too good not to." Lukas groaned through his teeth when he almost entered me without protection. The temptation was too big and it was too hard to stop now, not wanting to ruin this moment and too excited to feel him without the rubber between us. Please I begged him in my mind to just feel it for a second, knowing he wanted it just as much. Please I begged again grinding on him again, another groan sounding against my skin. "We can't baby. One day yes, but not now." He whispered, suffering to push those specific words past his lips as it was against everything he really wanted.

"I know." I pouted my eyes gazing at his grey ones, knowing it was best not to do what both of us wanted most, almost relieved he was smart enough to halt it before we did something we might regret. As soon as he saw my sad pout both of his hands wrapped around my waist, turning us over and laying me on the bed next to him.

"Just lay your head on the pillow." He whispered, instructing me to lay higher up on the bed. While my head flopped down on his soft pillow Lukas grabbed a foil wrapping from his nightstand, unwrapping the condom and putting it on while I watched, something about the anticipation turning me on.

He looked at me from head to toe, subtly biting down on his bottom lip, his eyes dark and filled with yearn, yet his touch soft and gentle as he lowered himself down between my legs, his manhood pressing between my legs, his tip waiting at my entrance with blissful pressure, a hand on either side of me supporting his eight. I wrapped my legs around his hips pulling him inside for a torturing inch, but before completely entering he looked at me, a smolder in his eyes that made me melt. He leaned down kissing my lips with the most care in the world, softly brushing his lips against mine before deepening the kiss with his tongue. He pulled back, the glisten in his grey eyes even more present than before as he observed my face and tucked a blonde flyaway behind my ear. I might love him. I could see it in his eyes that I wasn't just somebody to him, giving me the sign to pull him inside completely his hand grabbing his blanket, filling his fist and he pushed in and out of me like it was the first time, both of us gasping for air. He bit his lip again, trying not to make too much noise, only making him look even sexier than he already was, his tattoos almost shimmering in the golden glow that lit up his room.

I wove my hands through his hair, loving the messiness of its appearance while he kept moving in and out, his mouth parting more with each stroke, clenching the sheets in his fist as we found our rhythm. I felt every rim of him against the many of mine, intensifying this moment only we shared, getting to know each other's bodies. Still worked up from grinding on his lap I was already close, arching my back to get him to go deeper, to let him know this was beyond magical.

His grey eyes glared at me, observing every muscle twitching in my face. "I'm not going to last long Baby." He warned me but he had nothing to worry about because I could already feel the pressure build, tingling to the point I couldn't hold back any longer. "Yes, baby!" He said burying his face in the crook of my neck as he quickened his pace, going deeper than before. "Fuck, yes!" He groaned against my skin, as I tightened around him, my muscles stiffening as I gasped for air, my fingers pulling at the roots of his hair to keep it together.