All The Missing Pieces

You and Chan made it to his house.

Chan: You want something to eat or drink?
Y/N: Water would be fine.

Chan just nodded his head. It didn't took him long to get your water and come back.

Chan: Here.
Y/N: Thank you.
Chan: You're welcome.

You took a sip of your water and then you talked.

Y/N: So what do want to talk about?

Chan stood quiet for a bit until he talked.

Chan: About Stray Kids and Ateez.

You just looked at him.

Chan: I know Hongjoong showed you the files of us and I wanted to say sorry for not telling you about Minho being involved with me and the rest of the members.

You didn't had any words to say. You looked at him and he looked kind of sad and pissed off at the same time.

Chan: So, let me explain everything.

You nodded your head.

Chan: The reason why I hate Ateez so much and they hate me was because we fought each other. We didn't stop until one day they decided to kill each and everyone of us.

You looked at him lost.

Y/N: What do you mean?

Chan looked at you.

Chan: Y/N..... They're the ones who killed Stray Kids one by one. They killed Minho.

When you heard him say that you just stood there quiet you couldn't believe what he just said right now.

Chan: This why I hate them so much to the point where I want to kill them. They killed everyone and they try to kill me but they failed. Each member of ateez had a job to do and that was to kill us. Mingi killed Woojin he stabbed him multiple times and left him there to die, Mingi send us a message of a location where Woojin was but by the time we got there we saw Woojin dead.

You couldn't say anything.

Chan: Months past. San killed Hyunjin he shot him in the head and also did the same thing as Mingi he send us a message with a location on it. We went there and saw Hyunjin dead body. Then again months where passing Wooyoung killed Seugmin he hung him. He send us a picture of him being hang up on a metal bar.

You wanted to say something but Chan didn't let you.

Chan: After that Yeosang killed Felix in front of us he snapped his neck but the sad part his that Yeosang escaped. Yunho killed I.N he shot him multiple times in the chest. We rushed over there where he was because Yunho send us the location just like everyone was doing. When we got there we found I.N but he was still breathing he was just unconscious on the floor because he lost a lot of blood, we took him to the hospital and 15 minutes passed and when we arrived at the hospital I.N was already dead.

When he told you about Yunho killing I.N to told yourself "how can Yunho take a teenager life" you wanted to cry but Chan was still talking.

Chan: Seonghwa killed Minho.

When he said that you looked at him in shocked.

Chan: He shot him three times and stabbed him multiple times he made him suffer when we got there he only had a minute left to live and he wanted me to tell you that no matter what happens and one day you find out about Stray Kids and find out that he was in a mafia he told me that to tell you that his sorry......

Chan tried his best not to cry but it was hard for him. You notice him crying which it let you to cry with him.

Chan: His really sorry for not telling you the truth about him the reason he did that was because he wanted to protect you from ateez they were trying to take you hostage to kill him in front of you-

You stopped him from talking.

Y/N: They did.
Chan: What?
Y/N: They did kill him I'm front of me but I never knew who it was since that person.....well Seonghwa was wearing all black with chains and a mask. I covered my mouth to stop me from screaming or crying, I ran away I couldn't look at him in pain so I ran. But I wasn't there when you arrived to him.

Chan looked at you in a sad expression.

Chan: I'm so sorry Y/N.
Y/N: It's okay Chan.
Chan: He told me that he wouldn't let anything bad happened to you even if it costed his life. He said to find your was to forgive him and that he would always love you. But he also said that one day you're going to have to let him go he doesn't want you to hold on to him too long he doesn't want to see you in pain so he said when it's the right time for you, you should let him go and that one day you would find someone else he said that if you do that it's okay to fall in love again he would understand.

You started crying really hard to the point where you couldn't breathe right.

Chan: There were only 3 of us left hongjoong killed Changbin and me but he thought he killed me. And Jongho killed Jisung after that they left us dead but I survived.

You couldn't say nothing all you did was hug Chan really tight. Chan was surprised but he hugged you back.

Chan: I'm so sorry Y/N.
Y/N: Please don't apologise Chan it's okay everything is going to be fine I promise you have me I won't leave your side.
Chan: Thank you Y/N.

Both of y'all broke the hug and you looked at Chan and told him something.

Y/N: Now take me home before ateez finds out that I'm not home.
Chan: What? Why?
Y/N: I have to tell them something. After that I will text you okay?

Chan nodded his head and took you back home. You entered through your window and went to sleep.