We're walking home hand in hand which is new we don't usually hold hands in public but it's nice to just walk down the street like this.
"Hey.... how are you feeling after today?" Alex's voice is calm and soft this afternoon as if he doesn't want to stir anything up but I'm fine
"As terrible as it sounds I feel great, Allister is awesome and Remi seems really cool" I rub my thumb across the back of his hand I know he's asking me cause he wants me to ask him
"Don't go falling for him now" he jokes
"I couldn't" I kiss him on the cheek quickly as we walk.
"I guess your right, I'm trying to keep the whole if they could do this to you their not good friends thing but it really is hard cause we had some pretty awesome times but at least I've got you, Allister and Remi" he forces a smile but I know he is feeling better because he is cracking jokes.
Willow is walking ahead with his earphones in practically skipping he is absolutely wiped by Harri but it's so cute, and I'm okay with it cause Harri seems like a good kid from what I have seen so far, i really was expecting someone more sporty "popular kid" kind of thing like his group of friends but Willow likes the quiet music boy it really shows a dominant but sensitive side of him and I think it's really cute to see him like this.
"Hey baby" Alex wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into his side
"What's up?" I smile
"...What's for dinner?"
"My goodness," I laugh,
" I have nothing planned and actually need to go shopping"
"Oooh yay, that's so fun can I come!" We walk in the house and put our bags down
"Mmm nope"
"What!?" He rushes over and grabs at my hips and curling his lip like a sad puppy but I just laugh and run upstairs to get changed.
I'm stood in front of the dresser with no pants on and my shirt unbuttoned when he bursts in
"Please can I come!?" he shouts but stops when I turn and look at him half-naked his eyes go wide
"wh....why are you naked ?" he's stood frozen at the door of the room
"cause I'm getting changed Alex?" his mouth forms and o and he hops on the bed quietly while I put my clothes on. black jeans and a white T-shirt tucked in with a black button-up over the top with some weird design.
I crawl up the bed and sit in front of him
"you look better with no clothes on" My face goes red but I just laugh and peck him on the lips gently but quickly
"Hurry up and get changed we're leaving in 5 minutes" he hops up smiling and rushes to get changed while I go write a list of stuff we need.
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"shit I forgot the milk can you run in and grab some here's the card" Alex walks off and I continue to load the car
"Hey Faggot" It doesn't cross my mind that they are talking to me until they grab at my shoulder, I turn around and face a girl from school I don't really know her name I just recognise her from the halls.
"um hi ?" I don't really know what to say, I pull my shoulder out of her grip and continue what I was doing
"Your boyfriend, Alex yeah he isn't Gay" what the fuck
"last time I checked he was" she scoffs
"well last time I checked he wasn't he was very straight and sleeping with me" what...
"And who are you exactly?"
" Morgan Ascott but he calls me babe"
"Im sure he does Morgan, and when was this ?" I don't believe a word coming from her mouth but I still want to know more
" hmm not that long ago at a party I didn't see you there though so maybe he didn't tell you he was going" she smiles at me with her bitch face
" what ever he's been at my house every night since Daniels party sooo um fuck off yeah?" She's an absolute tosser
"Not everynight" she sticks up her finger as she walks away what a homophobic minging slag thinks she can come over here and steal my boyfriend I've known Alex so long I know he wouldn't cheat and he has been at my house every night except, mums last one but he was texting me so he couldn't be at a party sleeping with "Morgan Ascott" her annoying voice still rings through my ears, I finish packing up the groceries and wait for Alex to come back with the milk.
What the fuck! Morgan is sat staring at me, what does she want.
"Hey babe" Alex jumps in the car with the milk, I turn and smile at him trying to get him to kiss me cause if she sees him initiate it she will know he's gay. Come on. I look at him and smile
"Your so gorgeous" he blushes and practically melts in his seat but straightened up to show dominance like he does in public, he leans over and presses his lips to mine, I kiss back. As he goes to pull away I grab his face and keep it going his lips are so smooth and uh the world feels frozen, I can feel myself melting into him and then I remember Morgan, I pull away and smile and look to where she was stood and sure enough she is there disgusted I laugh to myself and start the car
"What was that for ?" His fingers are running his lips gently he is too cute
"Nothing, was there a problem?"
"What no not at all... it's just you've never been so full on" I smile, but I do feel bad for having out first passionate kiss in the parking lot of ASDA just to prove to Morgan Ascott that my boyfriend is Gay.
We drive home one hand on the wheel one hand on his thigh I feel so strong and big doing this like he is just small and I'm the dominant in charge one like he makes everyone think he is but really he is just soft and cute and sweet and oh my gosh the most amazing person ever.
"Hey do you know a girl named Morgan Ascott?"
"Yeah, she goes to our school why?" Please no
"She came up to me and was talking about you is all, but I've never met her when were you with her last ?"
"Pfft no idea why" he wouldn't
"I know it's not true but she said that you sleep with her and that your not gay..." I tell it to him straight and put both hands on the wheel he turn his body to face mine but my eyes are still on the road.
"Good"
"Good!?" What the heck ! Good what does that mean like good someone told you and I didn't, finally you know I'm a straight man.
"Good I'm glad you know she's lying, I wish people would stop feeding you garbage you always over think everything and it stresses you out and I hate that people are doing that to you" I pull into the driveway and go to open my door but he grabs me by the wrist
"River I love you so so much okay and I would and could never leave or do anything to hurt you okay you are my world, all I have and I'm not going to give that up for some random person okay" he wraps his fingers around mine and locks eye contact with me, I'm lost for words.
We spend then next few minutes just holding hands and staring into each other's eyes before taking the shopping inside and putting it away, everything feels so warm and soft.

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Teen FictionRiver and Alex have been best friends their whole lives but River has discovered a new feeling towards his best mate and doesn't know what to do with it, He's never felt this way towards anyone let alone a male he never even considered that he might...