Amnesiac (TFP X Cybertronian Reader)

  It had been about a week since I'd been branded and had joined the decepticons. Nothing much had changed but the cons weren't what they once were.

   "Ugh..." Lightly groaning I walked through the pain trudging down the empty halls of the Nemesis. Decepticons didn't show weakness and it was just a couple of painful scratches leaking some energon. Nothing major. Getting tired I leaned against a wall my frame aching. "Frag. It hurts..." I murmured.

  Letting out a frustrated intake I thought of the mine exploding and all the vehicons that had off-lined or were badly injured while I was barley even hit. I was fine compared to them. Pushing myself off the wall steadying myself I continued walking before collapsing painfully. Primus how much energon did I loose? Groaning forcing my frame to get up I leaned against the wall again before continuing to walk energon dripping from all those small cuts I got in the explosion. What a cycle.

  This hadn't been a very good solar cycle or deca cycle really. After joining the decepticons only knowing those on the Nemesis were from my past and most were friends. l felt out of place. It was just different than it used to be. It had been millions of years but still. The war had changed everyone and I hadn't been there. I was still the same...

  Sound Wave had deleted his emotional processor while I was gone so he was less lively and he hid behind a visor from an old battle scar. He was just different instead of the talkative gladiator warrior who used to fight with wit and incredible speed he was a fragging desk boy who cleaned other mechs messes. Not to mention he avoided me because of our past together and only came near me if Megatron ordered it himself. Fragging Sounders.

  Then there's Starscream. I remember when he was a scientist back on Cybertron how his trine was going to join the decepticon side. He didn't want to himself but being separated from you're trine if you're a seeker can be a fate worse than death. We went to training grounds together and I remember even though I hadn't joined the war I'd told Megatron that Starscream and his brothers were talented. All being strong and smart all having different abilities. At that time Megatron had asked me again if I'd join the decepticons but respected my choice when I'd declined and welcomed Starscream, Thundercracker, and Skywarp with open arms for me.

  Back then Starscream was slightly shy but proud of the work he did since seekers weren't often scientists. As a decepticon he rose in rank quickly becoming Megatron's S.I.C and proud leader of a energon armada. But the more I got to know him now even though some of the old him remained he had changed drastically with the decepticon cause. He had become much colder and egoistical not to mention I saw him as a close friend all the constant flirting he sent me was making me uncomfortable. 

  Megatron himself much like Starscream flirted but it was more low key and a private endeavor. He never made me uncomfortable with his advances always making sure it was okay before he did something but it was strange having my old friend suddenly courting me. Not to mention it always felt like he was up to something hiding things from me though what could I expect. I'd been gone for nearly two and a half million years.

  "Umm..." Collapsing to the ground I felt my optics dimming. Primus why? Hearing ped steps run towards me and my name being shouted everything went dark.

   'No!!! It's okay. Be okay. You're okay...' Holding them both close I watched as they died slowly.

  '(Y/N)...' He said lowly.

   '... Their gone...' I whispered the blurry figures of the people I cared most about were dead. 'How... how could this happen?' Feeling strong arms wrap around me my coolant dripped faster.

   'I'm sorry.' Megatron whispered. 'I'm so sorry... This, this wasn't supposed to happen.'

   'Their gone!' I screamed crying.

  Star screams P.O.V

  Hearing a thump down the hallway I rolled my optics walking towards the sound. It was probably an idiotic vehicon or something. Walking towards the sound I saw (Y/N) fall forwards and not get back up, their optics closed.

   "(Y/N)!" I yelled running towards her. "Primus are you okay?!" They didn't respond. "Frag. Frag. Frag. What's wrong?" Cursing I gently and carefully picked them up. "Don't off-line on me..." I muttered. "Knockout prepare sick-bay!" I shouted into my com worried.

   "Really screamers Megatron throw you around like a rag doll again?" Knockout asked sarcastically. "What did you do, back talk his latest plans?" He questioned bored. I growled wings twitching. 

  "Nows not the time for jokes Knockout! (Y/N)'s passed out from energon loss and their not responding." I replied into the comm worried as I started running faster.

  "Scrud! I told them to get treated ages ago where are you?!" Knockout demanded frustrated. 

  "On my way!" I shouted back shifting (Y/N) so they were in a more comfortable position against me. "Hang on (Y/N). Hang on..." I mumbled holding them close. "Please I can't loose you again..." Never again.

  Knockout P.O.V

  Preparing the med-bay I ran around organizing tools and putting them around the most comfortable berth. Primus (Y/N) why?

   "Knockout why so tense?" My helm snapped up about to screech at Starscream before I stopped seeing it was just Breakdown.

   "(Y/N)'s shutting down thanks to energon loss..." I replied fidgeting nervously with different surgical tools.

   "That new bot. What about her?" Breakdown questioned.

   "Look you may not know them that well but I do. We were really... close at one point." I answered straightening everything up.

   "What kinda close?" Breakdown questioned raising an optical ridge.

   "Not like that... Look it's complicated. Due to... processor damage and things like that they.... it's just complicated okay?! They don't remember a lot of things so... our past is an issue... They barley remembers me as it is. None the less what we used to..." He paused as a screechy seeker entered the medbay. 

   "Knockout stop lazing around and help then! Their dying!" Starscream shouted bursting through the door.

   "Right!" Turning and running towards (Y/N) I took them from Starscream and laid them down on the berth before putting them under sedation. Don't want them waking up mid surgery. 

   "Starscream tell Lord Megatron what's happening! Their shutting down and there can be no disturbances what so ever. This is going to be a delicate procedure." I ordered starting to patch her up.

   "What? Me?! He'll think I tried to kill them again thanks to that mine incident! He'll beat me to a pulp or actually kill me!" Starscream whined. Turning around with a welder I growled. (Y/N) was dying and he was only thinking of himself?!

   "At the moment I don't care! If you don't want to do it make some vehicon do it! Now leave my med-bay I'm trying to save their life you idiot!" I screamed. Afraid Starscream turned and ran out of the med-bay. Glad he was gone I calmed down... Okay (Y/N) let's get you better. Let's fix you...

   You're P.O.V

  Jolting awake my systems restarted optics on-ling as a flash of bright white light blinded me. "Ugh..." Groaning rubbing my helm I felt coolant drip down my cheeks. I hadn't thought of them in awhile.

  "(Y/N) you're awake." Knockout noted surprised as he dropped some tools and ran over to me.

   "Guess so. ... What happened Knocky?" I questioned helm spinning. "All I remember is the big race the attack on the gladiatorial arena and... Nothing." I said slowly trying to remember anything else.

  "You've experienced some slight helm damage you're somewhere safe, just lie down and relax I'll be right back." Knockout explained. Nodding he smiled back at me. 

   "Okay Knocky." I replied sweetly. Turning to leave Knockout left the Med-bay. A faint, 

  "Scrud Megatron we have a problem..." Is the last thing I heard before I knocked out on the medical berth going back to sleep.