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Angst

Prompt: You always thought bad of yourself, watching the others succeed in learning new moves and everything. Everything starts getting to your head and you start isolating yourself from everyone. But a little half n' half boy notices and decided to talk to you.

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      "(Y/N)!!! I HAVE AMAZING NEWS" your bff from 1-A, Mina, yelled to you across from the dorms lounge. You looked up at her "spill" she breathed in "I LEARNED A COOL NEW MOVE ITS LIKE THE 8TH ONE IVE LEARNED THIS WEEK!" She did some hero poses "ughh I cant wait to become a hero after school" she plopped down next to you on the couch with her hands behind her head.

"Sooooo...." She looked at you with a smile "any new moves my sunshine" you looked down at your hands "Nope. I'm just trying to control my stupid quirk still" you clenched you're fists "Hey hey it's okay, using sunshine as your quirk is pretty hard honestly, you can't do shit at night. OMG WE SHOULD GET YOU LITTLE LASER GUNS" you chuckled "that sounds cute."

"OK EVERYONE BACK TO YOUR OWN DORM ROOMS ITS 8PM WHICH MEANS ITS TIME TO GET READY FOR BED" Iida said as he walked around the lounge, everyone groaned as they were all having a good time. Everyone said their good nights to each other and started to head off. As you walked into your dorm room and shut the door you broke down. You started crying. Asking yourself questions.

"Why was I born with this stupid ass quirk ? I cant do shit with it I'm useless" Thoughts like that kept going through your head until you ended up crying yourself to sleep.

Skip to morning time in the lounge

(Authors POV)

Who the hell was crying so much last night, it couldn't have been a guy, it has to have been someone on my floor and a girl. And the only girl on my floor is (y/- Todorokis thoughts were cut off as the girl he was thinking about walked right into the dorms. She looked so tired, like she were up all night, and usually she's the first one up and ready to go telling everyone good morning and being everyone's little sunshine for the day. Something was up with her and Todoroki could tell. He decided to keep an eye on her today.

While walking to the school Todoroki walked behind (Y/n), she didn't walk with Mina and Kirishima like she usually did. She was also looking at her hands, like she was trying to figure out why something was wrong with them.

As everyone gathered into class 1-A Todoroki still kept his eye on (Y/n). She's isolating herself, he didn't know why, but the thing is, he wanted to know why.

After awhile mr. Aizawa had walked into the class room telling everyone to go change into their hero uniforms because they would be working on their speed and jumping skills today.

Skip to the girls locker room (your POV)

I watched as everyone got dressed, but I just didn't have the energy to take my uniform off, I didn't have the energy to go out into the field and fight. I just don't think this is right for me, this school, becoming a hero, all of it isn't meant for me. "(Y/n) are you coming, you kind of zoned out. Practice starts in 5 minutes" Uraraka said to you, great now all the girls were looking at you. "O-oh yeah sorry, you're right I don't feel good. Just didn't get enough sleep last night" She nodded and everyone headed out to the field.

(Todorokis POV)

All the girls started walking out and as I expected, no sign of (Y/n), damnit I should've asked if she was okay earlier.
"Girls, where is (Y/n)?" I watched mr Aizawa go up to them. "She's back in the locker room, she said she didn't feel good" Mr aizawa sighed and started off with the lesson. I just can't get her off of my mind, I want to know what bothering her.

"Mr aizawa" I raised my hand

"Yes shoto?"

"May I go back to the locker rooms real quick I forgot something"

He nodded and I bowed. I quickly started running towards the locker rooms and once I got to the girls I knocked on the door. "(Y/n)... are you in there" I heard a gasp and some shuffling around "C'mon (Y/n) I know you're in here, I'm trying to help you. There's something wrong with you. You're acting different, you're not as happy as you usually are." I heard a sniffle and the noise of the door opening.

She stood there. Her beautiful eyes full of tears. I opened my arms for a hug and she accepted it while crying into my chest "I'm sorry todoroki, I'm so sorry" I stood there confused "why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong" She wiped her tears away "Yes I did, I made you worried. I don't ever want to make anyone worried for me" I frowned "Something is bothering you and I want to know what it is."

"I'm so far behind everyone else with our quirks, I can barley control mine, I still haven't made any moves with it, I try. I'm being honest I try to do stuff but I just can't. I feel like I'm prey while my quirk is my predator. Like it's hunting me down not letting me have the advantage to use it." I stood there silently, you would've never expected something like this out of her, and to be honest I've never seen her use her quirk a lot.

"Hey it's okay, everyone starts off somewhere, and right now you're off to a bad start. How about you come train with me today after school?" She nodded and sniffled "Shes so cute" oh shit. I said that out loud didn't I.

"What did you say?" Her innocent eyes looked into mine "u-uh I nothing" She smiled "It's not like you to stutter Todoroki"

"I said that you're cute" A tiny blush appeared on my cheeks, holy fuck what the hell is going on with me. I've never liked a girl. But her, she's just perfect.

"Well, now that I think about it you're pretty cute yourself Todoroki"

After that I felt a pair of lips on my cheek.