So In Love

Sans has been continuing to sleep on the couch for more then 3 Weeks now and.. it's become really upsetting for him and Lust. Sans understands why Lust is acting this way and wants him to have the most space possible - but Lust to have Sans close to him, hug kiss and hold him close like he did before this..he just doesn't know how to do so. Sans wants to respect Lusts' wishes - but Lust wants his wishes to be broken. Sans wants to also break his wishes but he fears that doing so might make Lust hate him - Lust also wants his wishes to be broken but he fears that he might end up hurting Sans in some way, and only realize it soon after. .like before.

Lust is currently laying on his claimed alone bed for a Month now and..he really wants Sans in the bed with him. But his mind is telling him the he can be in the bed but not to close. When he says things like this his mind just says something after it -like impulse, but mental impulse. And this impulse was really starting to break his relationship. He can see it everyday, what this mental Block is doing to him and Sans. He knows why he's staying on the couch - knows why he's skipping out on getting groceries and getting them himself sometimes! - And he knows why he can't just speak up Himself in order to let Sans know that he wants this problem fixed!!. . .he just.. doesn't know how to.

Lust lay on his side on the bed, breathing in and out heavily while he was having a small panic attack that was only ever getting worse, his eyes widening while eye lights were gradually shaking much worse. He breathing was only ever quickening by the minutes that passed, gripping onto his chest with one hand while gripping his head with the other. Starting to drool from this mental break down.

'He can lay in the bed' - 'so long as he stay a good distance away'

'He can give me a hug' - 'so long as it's no longer than 10 seconds!'

'He can give me kisses, hug me, hold me and do all the things he used to!' - 'So long as he does so in a short time, but if he goes in for longer I have every right to push him away!!'

This went on until Lust bashed his head against the wall, his head cracking from it as it began to bleed..standing on the bed as he did so. Sans not being able to hear this since he was in a deep sleep like usual. Lust didn't know what was wrong with him - he didn't know what was causing this or why it was happening - he didn't know who would cause th-

"You know you want it, Lust~. Don't try and fight it~"

It was then when Lusts' eyes widen in realization of  that. .Nightmare he had a while back ago. It was the one about his 'Ex' trying to do 'More' then more.

M-..maybe this could be what was causing this
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Maybe there could be a way to fix this, a way to make this problem go away!
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A way for Lust to get away from this, escape the memories it his 'Ex' or at least still have them but they won't be so God D**n Severe to the point where it would almost cause Lust to go Insane!!

But..how would that be possible when..the memories of his 'Ex' are embedded so deep that they are wrapped around his very Soul and when they stroke they grip into Lusts' Soul like a very thin Red Thread - that's just ready to make a clean cut into his Soul.

Lust somehow healed himself as he mindlessly went and layed on the bed, closing his eyes and suddenly going to sleep without even feeling it being tired.

What..could be causing this..?

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"Wake Up Lust~!!"

Lusts' eyes suddenly shot blankly open, as he was met with the sight of darkness. As he quickly sat up and looked around he couldn't see anything..just Pure. Cold. Black. He hugged himself tightly, starting to shiver from the coldness of this. .Dreamscape.

..slowly beginning to stand, Lust walked a path of nothingness..all the memories of that Nightmare rushing and practically making a Hard impact into his Mind.

"Don't run, Lust - - This is only getting started~!"

"Why so Scared~! There's nothing to be scared if~"

"You know you want this~. There's no need to be scared~"

Lust broke down to his knees as he face planted his forehead to the Dark floor, curling up into a ball while being upright instead of on his sides. He simply screamed for all of these memories to stopped. He pleaded - he begged - he yelled and he cried it to stop, gripping onto and violently scratching his head in pain from these Memories that he so heavily didn't want to keep anymore.

"I JUST WANT TO BE FREE IF YOU!!!"

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And almost just like that, Lust snapped away - or. .half way asleep. Being in between sleeping and being awake. And when he reached this state all he could do was blink..and when he did. .

He Blinked Once
Sans

He Blinked Twice
Sans

He Blinked Three Times
. .his 'Ex'

H

e then fully awoke, his eyes being opened to the sight of Sans..who had a heavily worried expression on his face with widened eyes filled with fear. Gritted teeth and eyes streaming waterfalls. Lust saw this as his eyes widened more, starting to cry himself as he immediately pulled Sans down into a hug and a deep kiss - that was deeper then most. Sans' eyes widened but soon relaxed as he kissed back, melting into the kiss, feeling Lust do the same while also feeling his body begin to shake.

Their kiss lasted for what seemed like half of an Eternity as Sans broke it slowly, seeing Lust being slightly under the influence. Sans could only smile from this sight, Lust shakily smiling from the sight of Sans' smiling. Trying his hardest to hide his fear.

"I know what you are trying to do"

"And I know what you have been going through this past month"

"Lust..please..Let Me Help You"