Today and Tomorrow

POV Finn

The accident Grashen went through made me worry a lot.

I was the most worried. I'm afraid I might lost her without even telling I also love her.

I should have let her come inside her old office, I should have show or tell her I was the one who visits and clean her old office.

She might not remember, but she gave the other key to me, after that one day with her.

I wonder why she forgot about it.

For two days, she was unconcious. I stayed by her side.

Limann talked to me to please take care of her, as he cannot come home right away, but I am not at her side because of Limann, I am there because I want to, I am there because I care about her.

After another day, still she is not yet concious, that made Limann decide to transfer her to Seoul Hospital.

I know I am not the one to decide either keep her in the hospital or not so  I just agreed to what Limann wishes to do.

We flew to Korea that night. I have already friends there so I got some connections.

Limann haven't told about Grashen's accident to her family yet, and I'm worried how they would react if they will see me.

But Limann decided not to tell them yet.

After a day, Grashen woke up.

I was the one being on her side when she woke up.

I was so happy to see her as she open her eyes... but

"Who are you?" she initially asked me.

"Grashen, it's me."

"I don't know you," she said.

Then Limann came,

"Eomma, how are you?"

"Eomma? You are my son?"

"Eomma..."

Then she turned her head against us. Feeling so lonely.

Kozi then came. We left Kozi inside her room to talk to the doctor.

I and Limann talked to her doctor and told us that she lost her memory due to the accident. The doctor did not give any assurance that Grashen will have back her memory.

We felt so lonely that time. We had a talk with Limann outside the hospital.

"What if mom will never get back her memory?" Limann asked..

"Don't say that, she will have it back."

"Eomma must be hurt a lot. Eomma must be so lonely that she has to be freed from her frustrating and very lonely past..."

"Was she that hurt back then?"

"No, I have to say, she has been so happy with your pictures that's why she will never say she's lonely, there this one time when I found out your pictures, I expressed how she must be so hurt, but she said, she is happy, she said even if it hurts she don't regret loving you, she don't regret anything about you."

"Do you feel resentful to me?"

"I do.  I hated you. But everytime I see her, she will always tell she's happy because of you.
I do hate you but that is back then, but..."

"Do you still hate me?"

"Not anymore, because when I heard eomma telling she has no regrets at all, who am I to feel resentful if mom is not even resentful to you."