?Miseinen?KnB?Kasamatsu Yukio?

Yuhi always had a feeling that the 3rd years know about what she did back in Tokyo but she convinced herself it was because she was unsociable and chose to ignore it. She wanted to run away from the past but she never had an escape route, even if it meant moving away. Yuhi looked at Sara's former friends with a sad smile on her face. 

"And? What you are doing right now is no different from what I did, no?" 

"It is different! We have a reason!" One of the girl replied. 

"Heh...what is this crap about forgiveness? There is no such a thing..." Yuhi decided to walk out of the classroom, choosing to run away. She thought meeting Sara would be the starting point to start anew but that was a lie too. There was no such thing as forgiveness because she will never ever have forgiveness on her side. What she did will forever stay with her and she will always suffer because of it.

"Yuhi!" 

He chased her all the way to the roof. Yuhi needed a place to run away and breathe. She needed a place so bright and blue so she can tell herself it wasn't so bad. As long as she's away from the others, she will not be hurt and she can be safe from harm.

She clutched her fingers onto the wired fence and leaned her head against it. She breathed in deeply and let out a lot of air.

"You're here..." Seeing Yuhi like this made him suffer on the inside. No matter what happened, he wanted to be by her side. He wanted to be her support through this. 

"Kasamatsu, please..." She had to hold it. She told herself that she will not cry because crying will not solve anything. If she cried, she will not get any sympathy. If she cried, people will just say that she deserves it. She's sick and tired of running away from the judgemental gazes of hypocrites but she doesn't have a choice...

"Yuhi, talk to me..." 

"What am I supposed to say to you? That I nearly bullied a girl to her death?" She never wanted him to find out the truth. She wanted him to remember her as Futaki Yuhi, not the Yuhi who bullied a girl for no reason...

"I don't care what you did in the past! I just want you to look at me in the eyes just like in the past!"

"I can't. You just saw what happened with Sara, associating with me will just bring you misfortune..." 

"I had a lot of misfortune too, I don't mind some more..." She was not the only one who was hated for something that she did; his miss pass made him suffer in his senpai's hands. He can understand what she's going through and he wanted her to let him help her through it. Kasamatsu was able to stand up again because he has wonderful people around him and he wanted her to know that he's one of her wonderful people, he always have been. 

Kasamatsu put a hand over her own, "It's okay..."

"What are you saying, you idiot...this is something I deserve...I can't be forgiven..." 

"Do you really think that? It's okay to be angry at those who had nothing to do with your past. Those people in the class are no one to that girl, they've never even seen that girl! Who are they to judge you?! You honestly think they have the rights to treat you this way?!" It was so unfair that she was being treated this way, it made him want to hit something, "Dammit, Yuhi! Answer me! What are you thinking about?!"

"Just leave me alone, Yukio!" She slapped him across the face, tears running down her face. "You think I don't see how unfair it is?! Of course I know! But so what if I try to stop it?! It will just escalate!" She took off her gray vest, pull the tie away, and then pull her white shirt apart, making the buttons fly away. 

Kasamatsu was greeted with her front body that's full of cigarette burns and bruises. He's certain that her arms and legs were full of them too. 

'No wonder she's wearing a boy's uniform...'

"I have no choice but to run, Yukio...if I keep running until graduation, I can be free from it all..."

"You're finally calling me 'Yukio' again..." 

Yuhi froze at that and looked at him. Why did she call him by his first name? She doesn't want to be that close with him. 

"I missed the way you call me 'Yukio'." 

"Shut up..." 

"Let's return to those happy days again." 

"I can't..." 

"Yes you can." Kasamatsu hugged her to him and let her stay that way. "We can go back to those days again. I don't need to know what you did before, it's not going to change who you are to me." 

There has always been someone by her side. He has always been by her side, waiting for the day she will come back to him. Yuhi cried against him and allowed the gentle tears to flow. 

"Yuhi, I'm sorry..." If he had been there for her when she needed him the most, maybe things wouldn't have been so bad. Kasamatsu realized just how childish his decisions were and he can't stand it. He can't stand that it was his childish self that hurt her. 

"Yukio, help me..." 

This time, Yuhi called out to him...