I Do, I Do (mpreg)

Chapter 25

By the time the nurse came in with the formula for the babies, Jensen, Lacy and the kids had already left. The formula was handed Henry who went on to feed Aiden while watched Andre get fed through a tube.

I had my lunch whike Henry cuddled Aiden before putting him to sleep. He kept on looking at a sleeping Arden through the glass. I have a feeling that this premature birth is affecting Henry a lot more than he's letting on. He must be feeling a lot of emotions right now, guilt being at the top.

He told me he was sad that he wasn't strong enough to be awake for the birth of he twins and he blames himself for Andre's current situation. The best I can do for fim right now is be there for him and help him through this difficult time until he learns to forgive himself, until he knows that it  wasn't his fault.

If that doesn't work, I have to look into finding the best Psychologist that can help him move forward.

"Henry come on let me take you back to your room." He looks up at me in disress.

"I can't leave them Jace, what if they need me?" He's breaking my heart.

"They are going to be fine, I promise. You need to take care of yourself so that you can be strong enough for when they do need you. They are going to be okay trust me." I tried my best to reassure him. He ended up relenting and allowed be to take him back to his room to rest.

I picked him up and put him on the bed when we got to the room.

"I'm going to get you something to eat since you barely touched your lunch, I'll be right back. Try to get some rest."

I made my way to the hospital cafeteria to get him some fruits since he doesn't seem to be in the mood to actually eat anything. My journey to the hospital cafeteria was eventful, and not the good kind if you could call meeting your Ex in the same building as your fiance that.

I left Henry's room and was already on the elevator that would led right to the cafeteria when the elevator doors opened and I saw someone I have not seen in years. Honestly why does this alway happen to me, I always knew my colorful past will always come and bite me in the ass sooner or later.

His name is Blake and we used to go out in high-school, he was actually my first actual love. I had always been a fuck boy but he was the first person to actually capture my heart. Obviously it didn't end well.

He is the last person I ever thought I will meet in this hosital.

Our eyes met and he looked genuinely surprised to see me and I'm sure the same look of shock must be showing on my face.

"Jace, wow, what a surprise." You're telling me.

"Hey Blake, how are you?" I said trying to be friendly. the elevator moved at a slow pace like it was trying to torture me.

"I'm doing fine, everything is fine." He said tucking a piece of hair behind his ear.

"So what are you doing here, you don't sick or anything from what I can see, are you okay?" he chuckles.

"Still the same old Jace, always worrying about me. Well if you must know, my husband was in an accident. I just came to drop off some of his things since I won't be available tomorrow."

"You're married huh, who's the lucky guy?" The elevator opens and we get off, turns out he is following me, this should be interesting. I tried to hide my discomfort, well not exactly discomfort as much as it is awkwardness, the strange situation that is this.

"His name is Wesley, we met six years ago and have been married for three, we were planning to adopt, already been to the orphanage and everything."

I got a tray and selected the fruits I knew Henry liked while he talked.

"Wow, that's really nice, I'm happy for you."

"What about you, what is going on? The last time is saw you, you were still inn your bad boy phase." He said smiling. I smiled too because back then I was a horrible person and that was part of the reason that we broke up.

"Believe it or not, I have changed, I went to college, got married, started a company, had kids and even divorced." The look of shock came over his face again.

"Seriously!! You- got married!! damn you really did change, you were always one for parties and having fun and sex. Commitment really wasn't your thing. I guess I believe that people really do grow up."

"Yeah I guess they do. Let's take a seat, i guess I have some time before I have to go back upstairs."

"I haven't asked you what you're doing here, you also look fine to me. Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah, I'm actually here with my Fiance, he just gave birth, to twins." I said with a proud smile on my face.

"I'm sorry did you just say HE just gave birth?" I was confused for a second before I realised that he was confused since only women could produce children. It had become normal to me because I lived it and saw it happen but it isn't normal for everyone.

"Yes, yes I did."

"I don't mean to come off as rude, I know we aren't that close anyore but how did that even happen?" The confused look on his face made me want to laugh out loud but I didn't want him to feel as though I was making fun of him so I answered.

"Well long story short, he got pregnant. I don't really know how to explain it to you but that's what I gathered from nine months of endless moods wings, cravings and an endless amount of emotional roller coasters."

"Oh how is he, is he doing fine? This is the first time I'm hearing of a man giving birth and I won't lie, I'm curious." of course he is, I mean who wouldn't be if they found out that a man just gave birth.

"Well he is doing fine, I actually came down here to get him something to eat." I said gesturing to the tray in front of me.

"Speaking of, I have to get this to him. I told him to rest but I want him to eat something first."

"Oh, well he is lucky to have you, I hope we can get coffee sometime and hopefully I can meet him. Can we exchange numbers?"

"Yeah of course." We exchanged phone numbers and I stood up to leave.

"Bye Jace, hope to see you soon." He said getting up too.

"Bye." I turned and left since I had gathered all I need for Henry.

I went to the room and found him sitting up on the bed deep in thought.

"Hey babe, I got you fruits, is that okay?" He nods.

I watch him eat and when he was done I took the tray from him and set it down. I took Henry in my arms and then he fell limp in my arms like he was finally breathing easily for the first time today.

"It's going to be okay baby, they're going to be okay. You just need to rest, I'll still be here when you wake up."

"Okay, you better not go anywhere unless you're checking up on the kids. You have to make sure they're okay."

"I promise I will now sleep."

I watched him until he fell asleep. I don't know how long I stayed there in that position but I felt like I couldn't leave his side. I don't ever want to be without him by my side.

Hi guys, its me again. Just dropping off a little something.
I just want to know what you guys think of this chapter, too sappy or not sappy enough???? Let me know what you think in the comments and don't forget to vote. If there is anything that needs to be corrected please let me know.

Thank you guys for reading.

Your girl, Demi.