Butterfly

2 years... 

If she thinks about it, it's actually not that long. She can really actually capitalize on it and turn things to her advantage. 

She knew somehow that she can trust Raizo to keep his promise, his truce rather. Within these 2 years time that she has, she can use it to work on herself; be the kind of woman she wanted to be in two years and focus on her education.

Raizo promised that they will still keep their connection to each other on but it won't be a regular daily kind of thing chatting or calling. 

Meaning, Raizo is really trying to tell her to step away and focus on what's in front of you right now. And if she still feels the same after everything within these two years then they will give it a try. Raizo did a really mature decision. He deliberately considered her feelings as a young woman but at the same time did not take advantage of it. She knew that 100%. 

BUT SHE WANTED HIM SO BAD NOW!!! 

She had never felt this kind of hunger in all her 19 years of existence. It's like she did not know that she was thirsty and starving until she met Raizo. 

She was in a desert for 19 years never knowing she was thirsty and that water existed. Until Raizo came, let droplets of water touch her dried chappy lips and sore tongue. Now that she knows what water tasted like, she wanted MORE. 

She grabbed her iPhone to sent Raizo a message. 

Summer : Hey~ are you busy? Can I call? 

she waited quite half an hour at least before she heard the notification button, she quickly grabbed her phone to check it. 

Raizo : No can do sweetie, I'm quite busy at the moment. Work. 

She's pissed. She waited half an hour for a "NO". She's being immature, yes but she can't help it, can she?! 

Summer : But I miss you.. 

She pouted while waiting for a reply. 

Raizo : I'm at work you know that sweetie. I'm sorry. 

She took a picture with a sad face and sent it to Raizo. 

Raizo : Haha don't give me that. Behave and wait for me ok? I will be in a meeting in a few. 

Summer : I won't behave! 

Raizo : YOU WILL. 

Summer : Why? 

Raizo : BECAUSE I SAID SO. 

Summer : Bite me! 

Raizo : I don't bite little girls with 0% sex appeal baby. So behave for now ok? I'll see you later. 

ARRRGGGGGGGHHHHH! I HATE HIS CHEEKY MACHISMO!!! 

In all honesty, she is not sure if she can withstand the 2 years without seeing Raizo. 

She wanted to talk to him, see his face, hear his voice all the damn time. She's positive that even just looking at his dreamy and sexy face doing nothing but that for hours will not tire her out. She's going crazy for Raizo and she is helplessly falling even further. 

The attraction she feels for him right now is like a quicksand, she's trapped half bottom right in the middle of it without any helping hand in the surrounding area. 

If that's still not enough to capture her feelings for Raizo then is it normal to think of one person and you can't help but grin like a retard for no reason at all?