I look at my friends.
Joy is sleeping on the couch holding a bottle of alcohol with Wendy beside her....
Seulgi and Irene are lying on the floor....
They are drunk.
I didn't noticed the time ticks so fast. It's now almost midnight. We started drinking at eight.
"They are sleep—"
I was not able to continue what I was about to said when she suddenly kiss me. I am so shock. What is she doing? Her eyes are closed still kissing me. I didn't response from her kisses because I am shocked.
She tried to slip her tongue on my mouth but I didn't let her. This is not right. I know I still love her ,yes. But its not the same as before! I feel so dizzy at this moment so I closed my eyes. Her lips are still soft to begin with. She's still kissing me tring her very hard to make me respond.
And for a second I found my self kissing her back. Am I tempted? Fuck. She slipped her tongue on my mouth and making the kiss deep. What are we doing? Why am I responding to her?
"It's Jennie. I am her ex and I am here to make it up with her"
"It's Jennie. I am her ex and I am here to make it up with her"
"It's Jennie. I am her ex and I am here to make it up with her"
I felt my self crying after remembering what Kai said.
I don't really have a chance...
Sunmi's PoV
My hands are on Lisa's cheeks. I am still kissing her. I missed her very much. I know I've hurt her enough. I really hate my self on doing that for pete's sake.
I felt a hot liquid from my hands and that'll when I realize that Lisa is crying now.
Did she miss me too?
Is she crying because of me?
Do she feel the same way before?
I heard the door opened and—
"Sunmi!?" Someone exclaimed.
It made me startled and get off from Lisa and look at the person who called me.
It's Bambam with Rosé,Jisoo and Jennie.
"What the hell are you doing with Lisa!?"Chaeng freaked out and approached Lisa and that's when I realize that Lisa's asleep now.
"I-I didn't k-now—"
"Are you planning to fuck Lisa while she's sleeping?"I was cut off by Jennie.
I didn't expect her to say that to me. I can't really processed what she just said. There was a hint of anger while she's asking me that.
"Your words,Jen"Jisoo scolded her.
"What the hell are you saying?"I asked her back.
I have the right to kiss her because she said she loves me too!
I need to calm down.
"Help me bring Lisa in my car"I heard Chae said to the guy and he immediately did.
"You're Lisa's ex now. Did you forget about it?"Jennie said to me sternly.
What the fuck is her problem!?
"She said she lov—"I wasn't able to continue what I was about to say because she went out.
"I'm sorry about her attitude. She's stressed out about this"Jisoo apologizes and went to follow her.
She's stressed out about this?
Why would she?!
And what the hell is her problem with me when she even lend me her seat just for me to sit beside Lisa the other day!?
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