Double Trouble // Neymar Jr //

"In this world you will have trouble, but take heart, I have overcome the world."

John 16:33

God bless you all! He loves you all so so much. Jesus died for us so that we be given a second chance :), remember that! :)

I stood outside, collapsing on the steps to the back door. My hands caressed my face as I cried into my hands, feeling like a mess. He kissed her, he kissed her. Without even knowing I was watching, and I felt powerless at the moment.

I had to trust that God had a plan for me. I had to. I needed to believe it.

It started to drizzle lightly, and my tears were melting in with the rain, and I was so angry with myself. If only I had said what I had told Marc. I would probably be in his arms instead of some girl he had just met.

I shuddered at the thought, and the cold of the windy rain.

"I thought that I might find you here." I heard Lionel's soft voice call.

"Go away." I muttered.

"Ana...listen, you don't have to tell me...it's irrelevant right now." he sat next to me. "I'm sorry about Neymar, Gabriela...um he knows her from a while back." he said to me. "They had a fling before the world cup rolled around, and then Bruna came around again." he shrugged sadly.

Oh.

"I could have guessed." No I really couldn't have.I muttered bitterly.

"I'm sorry-"

"I don't care. No one has done anything wrong today." I wiped my tears while bursting into another fit. "I'm just not me today." I sobbed, my shoulders moving up and down with every fit.

"Ana..." he said slowly. "Don't worry. It'll be alright. God's Good." he said with a smile.

"Yes He is." I agreed. I sighed and saw the rain fall down in front of me. "I no longer feel for Neymar. It was all a mistake in the first place." Leo nodded slowly.

"I won't tell anybody, I'll make sure Alba doesn't tell anybody too. No hard feelings?" he asked me with a smile.

"Nope." I shook my head. "I just want to play football again but alas, I can't." only two more days.

"You wanna come by our practices?" he asked me.

"No, I practice by myself." I said with another cry. "It's all I ever knew." I but my knees to my chest and I smiled sadly.

Leo observed me, and he put his arm around me in a friendly way. I leaned into his shoulder, and I felt as if he were just looking out for me. At least he cared for me, and all I could do was listen to the sound of the rain hitting my skin. The silence and bliss it brought made me calm.

In the slightest.

//+//

"Over, and under, then left, then right. Over and under, then left, then right. Repeat this over and over again until you get it right." Andrew instructed me as he walked around me, instructing me on how to dribble the ball correctly, like he does.

"I can't-" I said as my back ached for the fifth time that day.

"Don't think about injury, it's been two weeks since you got the okay to get back to playing. October is arriving soon and I want you to be fit for el clasìco." he slightly motivated me. "I wanna get my call up for the national team too, trust me." he said as I tried what he instructed.

We had about a week's break for the international break. I was glad that I didn't have to venture to practice, and see Neymar with Gabriela. He had brought her to practices a few times, so I stuck to myself, back as Andrew.