Fragile Mind

I open my eyes. My head hurts and I feel a very sharp stinging on my arms. I blink and look around. I'm in Kirishima's room. I hear arguing. I sit up and instantly regret it as it causes the headache to intensify. I stand up and start my way towards his bedroom door. I open it and start my way toward the stairs. I hear Kacchan's voice. "I don't want to hear nothing else from you, shitty hair. I don't give a fuck!" I hear a heavy sigh and then Kirishima's softer voice say, "All I'm saying is don't take it out on him. Okay?" I hear a tight laugh as Kacchan says, "What? You fuck-" he stopped when I can around the corner. I looked and saw Kacchan standing on one side of the room while Kirishima sat on the other side in a chair. Kirishima jumped up and ran to me as he said, "Are you okay?" I nodded and he pulled me into a soft hug. I hugged him back and looked at Kacchan. He saw me looking at him. He nodded to me and then looked away. After he let me go, he gave me a kiss. I wanted to go to Kacchan. He was hurting I know he was. I can tell. I move around Kirishima and go over to him. He doesn't look at me as he says, "I'm not mad. I.. I just wish you would have let me know you were still stuck up on Kirishima. I-I wouldn't have.." tears came to his eyes as his face scrunched up and he tried not to cry. I felt myself get teary. I hugged him. He hugged me back and said, "I'll always be here for you. A-And love you, Izuku." I don't want to lose Kacchan. But I also don't want to lose Kirishima. I nuzzled my face into his chest as I said, "I love you, Kacchan." I pulled away and saw how heartbroken he was. His eyes were red from trying not to cry. I turned to see Kirishima waiting. I then said, in a broken voice, "I-I can't." I looked down. Then I hear Kirishima say, "You can't what? Izuku?" I started to get choked up as said, "I can't choose.. I-I love both of you.. and I.." I started to shake. I feel Kacchan grab me and pull me around. I don't look at him. I hear him say, "Well you can't do this to us. We both love you Izuku.. but we need an answer." I sobbed out, "B-But I can't!.." I then turn and look at Kirishima. He's looking at me like I just grew too heads. I jump when he says, "It shouldn't be that hard Izuku! Last night! I thought it was because you loved me! Me only! I-I took your virginity! That has to mean something! I wanted it..I WANTED IT TO MEAN SOMETHING!" I feel my eyes fill with tears as I try to say something. But nothing comes out. Kirishima waits for my response. I then say, "It did mean something K-Kirishima. But.." he then shakes his head and turns away from me and says, "Get you stuff. Leave." My eyes widen. What? I then say, "K-Kirishima.." he puts his hand up. Then he says, "Pleas Izuku.. don't make this any harder." I see that tears are running down his face. He continues, "Izuku, I love you. But I need you to love me back. And you don't.." I try to interrupt, but he says, "You love me!  I know! But you don't love me the way I want you too." I start to sob. He walks up the stairs. Before he goes all the way up I yell, "I-If I cant have you.. then I can't have Kacchan." I hear a sharp "Izuku" from Kacchan. I walk away from him. Kacchan then says, "What the fuck are you talking about?!" I need to make him mad at me. So mad he won't ever love me again. I felt my heartache as I made a plan. "Kacchan.. it's all your fault! It's your fault for making me go open the door that night! Your fault I ran away! I-It was your fault that I tried to take my own life that night! So leave me alone!" I watch as his face went from hurt to hard. He then turned and walked out of the house. Slamming the door. I drop to the ground and sobbed my heart out. I finally get to my feet and grab my shoes. I get a little bag of clothes. I can't stop crying. I finally get all my stuff and I hear Kirishima's voice behind me as I was walking out, "I-Izuku.." I stop and don't look at him. My mind is made up. "I'm sorry. I don't want you too leave.." I close my eyes, "Yeah, well it's a little too late for that. Besides, I guess you were right. I don't love you the way you want me too. Goodbye Kirishima." I then walk out and shut the door behind me and walk down the street. I am no good for anybody. I'll help everyone out. Goodbye Kacchan and Kirishima.

Ugggh I'm sorryyy 👉🏼👈🏼
I know, I've done it again. But there is a big shock and surprise that will be in the coming chapters. I'll give you a little hint. Did Kirishima use protection?.. 😱
~ashl3y 🤙🏼