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he patted the seat next to me and looked me up and down ever so slightly. i didn't see.

i plop down next to him, keeping an appropriate amount of space in between us. until the wind began to blow.

i, somehow, ended up leaning on him, closing the gap. he massaged my thumb.

i turn my head to face him and my nose brushed his lips. the corners tugged up and he leaned in to kiss me.

i was quick to realize the situation and gripped onto his shirt, pulling him to my chest. he was flustered at first, but then wanted more. i smashed my lips onto his forcefully. his tongue slid into my mouth shortly after.

-

kissing him was probably the best thing to happen to me. when we stopped, we were gasping for air. i looked around and realized i was seated on his lap. i tried to crawl off, but big hands grasped my hips.

his eyes were glazed over with a feeling i didn't quite grasp. maybe, panic.

"just stay." he said.

i lowered myself, fixing my position.

"stop moving." he said, in between stutters.

"why?"

i get up.

he immediately covered his crotch area.

"i have to go to the bathroom." he breathed out.

he scurried off leaving me alone on the rooftop.

i let out a laugh. not that i was being cocky, but this isn't the first time that happened.

"i'm back." he says.

i cock a brow. this will be fun. "how's your little buddy?"

he chokes on his saliva.

a devilish smirk tugs my lip. i run my manicured hands down his neck slowly.

"do you need help with that?" i brush my hand over his crotch.

his eyes widen and his face turns the shade of a beetroot.

i bat my lashes at him and..

ring ring

namjoon picks up his phone.

"hello?"

"JOONIE THE KIDS."

"huh?"

"THEY ARE OUTSIDE PLAYING BASKETBALL AND IM JUST TRYING TO COOK DINNER."

he sighs.

"jin, you scared me."

"that's eomma to you." he hung up.

"wow." i said.

"yeah. he is weird."

i shrug and he smiled. the tension in the air quickly fades and a calming silence fills the air. i let out a relaxed huff and look at him.

"namjoon?"

"hmm?" he faces me.

"do you want to kiss again?" i smile.

he smiled and leans in to kiss me. he chuckled and i connect the gap.

-

after a hot make out session, we both pull away.

"do you want me to drop you off back home?" i shook my head no. he chuckled as we got up from the bench to leave.

"what if we jumped?" he said, looking down. i leaned over the protective bars.

"do you want to die?" i scoffed. he laughed and said no.

"i'm not sure i could die knowing i didn't get to fuck you."

my eyes scowl.

"oh, so that's how you see me." i growl. he tries to calm me down.

i added, "i knew i can't fall in love. all men want is sex."

i storm out and call natasha.

"hey girlie." she yawns. she was never this quiet.

"hey. are you back from your trip?" i ask, walking down the stairs.

"uh yeah. i'm at the house right now. i just woke up."

"pick me up."