Thoughts and Drafts

I still can't forget you. I still wonedr what you're doing everyday. I'm still hoping that one day, we can express our feelings without hiding. I can't imagine myself love another guy because for me, It's still you.

I still remember the old days. I still can't believe that every thing will end before it even start. I still remember our moments and long for them when I'm alone. It's been months since we last talk and I regret letting you go. But letting you go doesn't mean that I love you no more.

Time passes by so quickly and I still hate myself for being selfish. My pain chains me a torture me everyday. The moon and the stars witnessed my pathetic agony.

I still love you. I just want you to know that I never stop. It drowns my little heart and sends me to the depths of the ocean. I can't escape. The cold feeling wrapped itself to me, the cold water enveloped my being that rendered me speechless. What did you do to me?

Are you doing fine? How's your day? Is there any problems I can help you with? Do you hate me?Do you like someone else now? Do you miss me? Do you love me? I asked my pathetic self.

I'm such a coward, I know. But seeing you suffering because of me, I hate it the most. That's why I decided to set you free. I can't cage you for myself forever.

You're like the star in my darkest nights. You're like the sun, who bring light to my life. Like them, you're someone that I can't have.