Hope-Jaden Hossler

Jaden P.O.V
Me and Noen left Ella alone in my room

Jaden: do you think she'll be okay
Noen: honestly no, you know how she gets in times like this, she needs to know that we'll always be here for her whenever
Jaden: if she ever starts hurting herself again, I'd feel so guilty, I'm meant to make sure she doesn't do anything like that
Noen: don't beat yourself up about it, she's good at keeping things to herself when she wants to, just give her time and she'll come to you, don't pressure her into saying anything
Jaden: I know, I would never pressure her into anything
Neon: Jaden bro, she told me what happened when you came to her house the first time
Jaden: I was just mad
Neon: I know, but just don't take your anger out on her, she's delicate
Jaden: yeah I know, I have something to ask you by the way
Noen: yeah
Jaden: why did she call you instead of me
Noen: Jaden I've known her all my life, we've been neighbors for 16 years and we've been best friends since we were babies, when she still used to be with her dad and things got bad, she would come to my house and stay with me, I'd always help her if she got bullied, we did basically everything together
Jaden: I understand that, are you sure that's just it though
Noen: theirs something else but it's not my place to say
Jaden: okay, I respect that

We went downstairs where everyone else was and everyone started asking us questions

Nessa: is she okay
Bryce: why did she look like she'd been crying
Anthony: guys chill, they'll tell us (an/ Stan Anthony our unproblematic king for clear skin)
Jaden: it's her mum, she didn't make it
Avani: shit, where is she now
Abby: yeah I wanna go see her
Noen: she was tired so we left her to sleep, give her space guys, if we ask her how she is and all that she'll think we're pitying her, the most we can do is be their for her at all times

Everyone agreed with Noen

Ella P.O.V
I woke up with a headache, I felt terrible. Jaden was next to me, I slowly got up, not wanting to wake him up, and went to the bathroom. ⚠️I looked around for something sharp, anything sharp, just to stop me feeling numb. I soon found a pack of plastic shavers. I took one out of the pack, putting the pack back where it belonged. I broke the shaver, taking the blade out of it. Not wanting to cut on my wrists, I sat on the edge of the bathtub, and pulled down the joggers I was wearing and cut. I had been clean for so long, I was disappointed with myself, Jaden would be so mad if he found it. I cut a few more until their were loads of red lines on both my thighs. I quickly cleaned it, before putting the blade on top of the mirror cabinet, I flushed the toilet and washed my hands before walking out the toilet, my thighs stung but I tried not to show it⚠️

I looked at the bed and thank god Jaden was still asleep, I went and lay next to him again. He looked 100000x cuter, I studied his features. His lips were slightly apart, he looked so peaceful. I didn't realize I was staring at him, he soon woke up and smirked as he saw me staring. I quickly looked away, blushing

Jaden: you can keep starting at me if you want, I know I'm a very attractive person
Ella: I wasn't staring
Jaden: it's okay, I stare at you all the time
Ella: you sound like a perv
Jaden: your my baby, I can look at you whenever I want
Ella: creep
Jaden: only for you he winked
Ella: ewwww your such a fuckboy
Jaden: not true
Ella: you and I both know it's true

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Sorry this chapter is short, next one will be longer x