I am scrolling Joya's phone while playing a song from my phone. It's her choice of song when she was still alive.
🎶
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like one two three
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like four three two
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
If you tossin' and you're turnin' and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
Beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
Remind you
Ooh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like one two three
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like four three two
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Oh, oh
Yeah, yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You know you can
🎶
It's 8:00 in the evening. Katatapos ko lang gumawa ng lesson plan. The school days have started, medyo nangangapa at naninibago pa ako. Pero I am sure masasanay din. Naalala ko si Joya. How would it have been kung buhay pa siya?
I am sure, sabay kaming gagawa ng lesson plan at IMs. Sabay papasok at sabay uuwi. Magle-late-night talk about our students na pasaway at sakit ng ulo, 'yong gwapong co-teacher sa MAPEH Department, at kung ano-ano pa.
How I missed her. Kaya naman naisipan kong ilabas ang phone niya mula sa drawer.
Pagkatapos kong tignan ang mga larawan namin sa gallery niya. I scrolled some of her saved videos. Mahilig kasi 'yon mag-vlog kunwari. Ayaw namang i-upload.
My attention was caught by an unfamiliar video. It was documented a week before she's gone missing. Napahugot ako ng hininga. I played and watch it silently.
"Hello, everything! How are you to find out!?" Bungad niyang pagbati na ikinatawa ko. Mahilig kasi siyang manggaya ng mga vlogger na sikat. Hindi ko lang alam kung sinong vlogger ang ginagaya niya in this video.
"This video is my message for my best friend. Gusto kong sabihin nang personal pero baka maiyak ako at makalimutan ko 'yong lines so I chose to video myself na lang."
I felt something warm tugged my heart. Kahit ngumiti siya, unti-unting pumatak ang mga luha ko, making my vision blurry. Pinahid ko iyon at muling itinuon ang atensiyon sa video.
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